hainaku...

f*ck...
i don't know if im gonna be happy or not...
happy because finally one sem is ove and im going to work...
i also will receive the ched scholarship which i badly need to lessen our expenses...
sad because of my f*cking feelings for my so-called "ex"...
i mean, how can i move on when the reason of my loneliness is also the reason of my happiness?
how can i forget him when his house is the exact opposite to ours?
and how can i possibly fall out of love when i long for his voice, his touch, his smile and his eyes?
damn it...
i feel so awful...
and all i can do is cry and wait...
=(

Worst day ever

im so devastated...
wanna know why?
because even if i am dumping a worthless guy...
he still makes me feel im the one who was dumped first...
and actually, it's not my fault but his!
all i ever wanted in a relationship is to love and be loved in return...
and yet people can't do it!
is it because im not worthy?
or should i say...
they are the ones not worthy?
maybe i should love myself even more...
because i think it would be the best thing i should do instead of mourning for freaks like them...
and i don't despise them...
i really despise them!

I feel so wasted this day...

punyeta...
hilo ako ngaun...
di ako lasing pero sumuka ako for the first time...
as if im not in the mood to drink...
nasabi ko na rin kay dexter cortes yung naging feelings ko sa kanya...
but he never let himself kiss me...
i mean, what's wrong?
im still in a sound mind and i believe ive gotten over him...
because i love my boyfriend more...
but something happened...
mhix texted me, telling me that she already knows im in a relationship with alfie ferrer...
as if she wants to tell me that i must not forgot her...
that ive must not forget my feelings to her...
it makes me feel so sick...
goddamn her...
and i feel so lonely now...
as if ive never been like this in my whole life...
=(

i have something to confess

hahaha....
finally i have made it...
may boyfriend na ulit ako...
kaso sabi ko nga saenio...
bad boy siya...
pero talagang mabait...
nyek!
hahaha...
his name is Alfie Ferrer...
at well, 1 week and 3 days na kami...
at goinng strong (pa naman)....
hainaku...
sana lang talaga magtagal to...
martir ako pero hindi na katulad nung dati...
masakit na eh...
ung tungkol kai mhix...
NO DEAL NA IYON!!!!
mas mahal ko ata si hubby ko kaysa sa kanya!!!
take that BIATCH!!~

Am I in love??!

hainaku guys...
nakakalurkei ito!
marami akong kinaaadikan ngaun!
last time, yung mania ko sa "Blades of Glory"...
tapos ngaun...
ngaun...
SA LALAKE!
well...
mabait naman siya talaga kung tutuusin...
tapos kenkoy at palatawa pa...
pero...
-warfreak
-yosi boy
-frat boy (at founding batch pa)
-alak boy
-dota boy

tama ba itong nararamdaman kong freak thing sa kanya??
or it's just seeking for someone to hold?
hainaku...
kung ano man yung naramramdaman ko...
NAKAKATAKOT SIYA!
grr...
iinom kaya ako?
o magyoyosi?
shucks, im getting so bad lately...
last wednesday inom...
last time til now, yosi...
am i really going crazy?
ngayon lang ba to?
o forever na akong social animal??
pero come to think of it...
im starting to forget about mhix...
maganda yun lalo na't mas gumaganda ako!
hehehe...
pero tumatabachingching talaga ako ngaun...
and i still don't know why kung hiyang ako sa yosi o sa problema...
hahaha...
~.~

Blades of Glory mania!~.~

Time to say goodbye (stockholm piece of jimmy macelroy)
Sarah:
Quando sono solasogno all'orizzontee mancan le parole,si lo so che non c'è lucein una stanza quando manca il sole,se non ci sei tu con me, con me.Su le finestremostra a tutti il mio cuoreche hai accesso,chiudi dentro mela luce chehai incontrato per strada.

Time to say goodbye. -- Con te partirò.Paesi che non ho maiveduto e vissuto con te,adesso sì li vivrò.Con te partiròsu navi per mariche, io lo so,no, no, non esistono più,it's time to say goodbye. -- con te io li vivrò.

Andrea:
Quando sei lontanasogno all'orizzontee mancan le parole,e io si lo soche sei con me, con me,tu mia luna tu sei qui con me,mio sole tu sei qui con me,con me, con me, con me.

Time to say goodbye. -- Con te partirò.Paesi che non ho maiveduto e vissuto con te,adesso sì li vivrò.Con te partiròsu navi per mariche, io lo so,no, no, non esistono più,

Both:
con te io li rivivrò.Con te partiròsu navi per mariche, io lo so,no, no, non esistono più,con te io li rivivrò.Con te partirò

Io con te.


Continuity: When Will Ferrell (Chazz) goes to see Jenna Fischer (Katie) in the hotel room, the door behind him goes from open to closed to open again.
Factual errors: The newspaper story about Stranz, Fairchild and Katie's parents' death is dated "Sunday, March 14, 1987". March 14, 1987 was a Saturday, not a Sunday.
Miscellaneous: Several characters refer to the National Figure Skating Association as "the International Figure Skating Association." However, all the logos and signs say "National Figure Skating Association" or "National Skating Association."
Errors made by characters (possibly deliberate errors by the filmmakers): The characters appear hell-bent on ruining their skates. In a scene where Coach is sharpening skates, he is grinding the blade nearly perpendicular to the skating direction, which would destroy the blade. Also, Stranz and Chazz's chase at the end would have rendered their skates useless.
Factual errors: When the skaters' scores are posted on the TV, the Van Waldenbergs are listed by their first names, but all of the other skating teams are listed by last name. It should have read Van Waldenberg/Van Waldenberg instead of Stranz/Fairchild.
Continuity: When Jimmy McElroy is stranded by his adopted father, the limousine pulls into the snow on the shoulder of the road. In the next shot, Jimmy watches the limo pull away, but there are no tire tracks in the snow.
Continuity: When Chazz gets onto the escalator, his blades get stuck in the grooves of the step. But when Stranz gets onto the escalator Chazz's feet are pointing outwards and the blades are not in the grooves.
Continuity: During the first pairs awards scene, a woman is seen offering a red bottle of champagne to Will Ferrell's character. In the ensuing shot, the same woman can be seen bringing the same bottle to the characters once again, in the background.
Continuity: When Chazz deliberately rips the shoulder of his costume to show Jimmy his tattoo, we can see that the material is fully ripped and not re-attachable. Seconds later Chazz's costume is fully intact.
Continuity: Just after Chazz and Jimmy are arrested at the ice show, Coach (Craig T. Nelson) sees it on the news and reverses the newscast playback with his Tivo remote. The reversed audio does not match what the newscaster said immediately before he began reversing the playback (the reversed audio says "and disturbing the peace; they are awaiting arraignment", then some garbled speech).
Miscellaneous: Will and Amy watch video of Chazz and Jimmy skating. Several seconds of footage is shown, but the on-screen timer never advances.
Continuity: When Chazz Michael Michaels is kidnapped by Stranz Van Waldenberg, Stranz hits him over the head with a hammer on the right side of his head. For the remainder of the movie the mark left by the hammer is on the left side of Chazz's head.
Continuity: While Chaz and Jimmy are practicing the lotus move, Jimmy's skate cuts Chaz's leg through his costume and into his skin. In the following scene where the coach is asking Jimmy and Chaz if they want to continue practicing, the cut in the skin and in the costume is no longer visible.
Revealing mistakes: When the stalker is showing the rule book, you can see that is actually a music book.
Errors in geography: You can't see the Olympic Stadium in Montreal from Habitat 67. It is also on the wrong side.
Continuity: When Chazz is being chased by Stranz, he has one ice skate on and looks back at Stranz. In the next scene both skates are on and Chazz is able to skate away
Continuity: When Jimmy sits down for the finale of his skating routine in Stockholm, his position is in the lower part of the tournament logo in the skating rink. But when he stands, he is already in the center of the tournament logo.
Continuity: When Chazz Michael Michaels pulls himself out of the frozen waterway after falling in at the end of the chase scene with Stranz, his hair is wet but his coat and gloves are clearly quite dry.
Revealing mistakes: Stranz and Fairchild are supposedly winning the gold medal with only Chazz and Jimmy left to skate. However, when standing on the winner's podium at the end, they are actually standing the 3rd place position meaning they were only guaranteed a silver medal. Second place is on the right hand side of the first place spot and third place is on the left hand side with Olympic podiums.

Jon Heder broke his ankle while training to ice-skate.
1980 Olympian Lisa Marie Allen was not only the assistant skating choreographer on this movie, but she also appears in the film as the blond "Sweater Mom" who gets licked on the face by Will Ferrell's character during his Stockholm solo.
Will Ferrell's made a cameo in Wedding Crashers as "Chazz Reinhold". His character in Blades of Glory is named "Chazz Michael Michaels".
According to the flags being raised, the four medalists at Worlds were from the United States, South Korea, and Sweden. South Korea has never medaled in men's singles at the World Championships, and Sweden has not medaled in that discipline since 1929.
All of the scenes at the World Figure Skating Championships were shot at the Los Angeles Memorial Sports Arena.
Many of the lifts Chazz and Jimmy perform are dance lifts, not pairs lifts. These are not illegal in pairs competition and have been performed by many pairs skaters in international competition, and therefore would not be something Scott Hamilton had never seen before. (Unless Hamilton has never watched ice dance.) Despite what Coach claims, there is no specific lift named a "dance lift". Rather, the term refers to a variety of lifts done in ice dancing.
Will Arnett and Amy Poehler (who play siblings in the film) are actually married.
The van Waldenberg name was taken from the family name of one of the writers.
The writers claim that "88.773% of Will Ferrell's dialogue is improvised or changed in some way to suit his persona."
The coach in the movie is played by Craig T. Nelson who also starred as Coach Hayden Fox in the sitcom "Coach."
The hotel that Jimmy and Chazz stay in when they're in Montreal is actually a famous building called "Habitat 67", designed by Moshe Safdie in honor of Canada's centennial. In reality it is not a hotel, but a privately owned condominium complex.
Chazz Michael Michaels' skating style was inspired by the skating style of Elvis Stojko.
For a hint to where Coach got the idea of two men ice dancing, note the stained plastic artwork in the kitchen of his cabin.
In a webisode online, Johnny Weir comments on the fact that Jimmy and him have the same style. The peacock outfit was actually based on Weir's swan outfit from the 2004 Winter Olympics. Both of the costumes incorporated the skaters' arms as the necks and the hands as the beaks of the birds.
Ben Stiller was considered for the role of Chazz Michael Michaels but he decided the character was too much like other roles he had played.
Real skaters making cameos include, Sasha Cohen, Scott Hamilton, Peggy Fleming, Brian Boitano, Dorothy Hamill, Nancy Kerrigan, Kyoko Ina, Yuka Sato, Jamie Sale, and David Pelletier
Due to problems with the 6.0 system, Chazz and Jimmy are forced to share a gold medal, a reference to the 2002 Olympic Winter Games figure skating scandal.
Stranz and Fairchild plot to injure Chazz "below the knee and above the ankle", references Tonya Harding's attack on Nancy Kerrigan.
The Iron Lotus is a parody of the Pamchenko from The Cutting Edge.
Adult film star Avy Scott makes a brief appearance as a sex addict at Chazz Michaels' help seminar.
The "loophole" at the center of the movie does not actually exist. International Skating Union regulations state that a pair team on the senior (Olympic) level is made up of a man and a lady (note that "lady" is the official terminology for a female skater).
Both Jon Heder and Will Ferrell learned how to ice skate for the movie. They trained extensively with the Michele Kwan's coach Sarah Kawahara.
Directed by the same duo who are responsible for the Geico "Caveman Commercials."
Shipped to theaters under the name "Partners"
Jon Heder spent two years in Japan as a Mormon missionary, and learned to speak Japanese fluently. He showcases this talent during the press conference when he responds flawlessly to a reporter's question posed in Japanese.
Jon Heder came up with the idea for the peacock costume after watching Johnny Weir's "Swan" routine. He apparently made an offhand suggestion and was surprised to find that the costume was being created for him
During the opening of the movie, when Jimmy is discovered skating as a child, the song that is playing is "Time to Say Goodbye (Con te partirò)", a duet by Sarah Brightman and Andrea Bocelli, which was also featured during an ice skating routine performed by Katarina Witt in Ronin (1998).
Jimmy: So, Coach, I was thinking about the music for our routine. Coach: Oh, really? Chazz: We're gonna dance to one song, and one song only: "Lady Humps" by the Blackeyed Peas. "What you gonna do with all that junk, all that junk inside your trunk? I’m a get you, get you drunk, get you drunk off my lady humps, my humps, my humps, my lovely lady humps." Jimmy: [disgusted] I'm not skating to anything with references to lady humps. I don't even know what that means. Chazz: No one knows what it means, but it's provocative... Jimmy: No, it's not, it's gross... Chazz: ...It gets the people going!
Hector: I totally want to cut off your skin and wear it to my birthday... It's coming up...
Chazz: I swear to God, I couldn't love a human baby as much as I love this comb.
Chazz: This guy could not hold my jock sweat. Jimmy: I could hold it all day long, try me! Chazz: Maybe I will. Jimmy: Maybe you should. Chazz: You challenging me, princess? Jimmy: I'm not inviting you to the Skating Federation's annual Christmas party. Chazz: Then bring it on! Jimmy: It is on!
Jimmy: Get out of my face. Chazz: I'll get inside your face.
Chazz: [while Jimmy is giving a speech] That’s retarded
Jimmy: I see you got fat. Chazz: I see you still look like a fifteen year old girl, but not hot.
Jimmy: Watch my icy hot super slide. Chazz: Do it.
Hector: [to Jimmy after he's told him of a loophole in the rules of competitive figure skating that will allow him to skate again] I'm still going to kill you someday.
Coach: You're the girl. Jimmy: What? Chazz: You're my pretty lady, MacElroy. Jimmy: Wait, why? Coach: Because you whine like one! [turns to Chazz] Coach: And no one can lift your fat ass, you're on a diet starting now.
Chazz: Personal philosphy? Clothing optional.
Jimmy: I don't share rooms. Chazz: I don't share SHIT...
Chazz: Whoever invented rope was a real a-hole!
Stranz Van Waldenberg: Remember how they used to be alive?
Chazz: Did you carve up any ice... with your weiner?
Chazz: I'm a sex addict. It's my cross to bear. It's a real disease with doctors, and medicine, and everything!
Chazz: I'm a sex addict, and I'm attracted to women.
Chazz: Troubled childhood? If you consider a 9 year old kid with a 35 year old girlfriend troubled.
Chazz: [talking to the press] This is my brother. And this is my brother's new girlfriend, and she is NOT a whore!
Jimmy: I'm getting sick, you smell like aftershave and taco meat!
Hector: I sent you a cup of my blood! Did you get my blood?
Chazz: [to Jimmy's voice mail] If we went to a Halloween party dressed as Batman and Robin, I'd go as Robin. That's how much you mean to me...
Chazz: I think I see the Virgin Mary! Jimmy: No, that's not her.
Chazz: Mind-bottling isn't it? Jimmy: Did you just say mind-bottling? Chazz: Yeh, mind-bottling. You know, when things are so crazy it gets your thoughts all trapped, like in a bottle?
Chazz: Nancy Kerrigan. You an official here? Cause you've officially given me a boner!
Chazz: Ahh, my nutsack!
Chazz: Don't make me kill her!
Stranz Van Waldenberg: Not only did we embarrass Marky Mark, we let down the Funky Bunch.
[In front of enormous "Capture The Dream" sign] Chazz: Let's capture the dream. Jimmy: Capture the-wow I love it. Where'd you come up with that? Chazz: I have no idea where I came up with that. Jimmy: Cool. Chazz: Let's kick some ice.
Chazz: She's as cold as the ice she skates on. She's like dry ice. No, wait! She's colder than that. What's colder than dry ice? Jimmy: I don't know Chazz: I'll tell you what is, Oksana.
Chazz: We love you Denver! City by the Bay!
Chazz: [shoots fire out of his fingers at end of performance] Jimmy: Was the fire really necessary? Chazz: Ask THEM.
Chazz: Better step aside homeschool, there's a new Sheriff in town.
Chazz: [Referring to his program] I hope you’ve brought your silver polish, MacElroy, 'cause that was gold. Jimmy: That was disgusting. Chazz: THAT, young man, is how babies are made.
Stranz Van Waldenberg: Who's gonna save you now, Chazz? Is Little Lord MacLeroy gonna come and meet ya down here? [Chazz flips him the bird]
Chazz: I permanently call shotgun. Jimmy: You do not get shotgun every time!
Stranz Van Waldenberg: [referring to Jimmy and Chazz] Those two are nothing but a couple of freaks.
Katie Van Waldenberg: Great! That'll give me time to get my jugs waxed.
Grublets On Ice Manager: Are you drunk? Chazz: No, but this oughta do it [smashes open a bottle of liquor and drinks] Grublets On Ice Manager: I'd fire you... if you weren't so goddamn beautiful out there. [pause] Grublets On Ice Manager: You smell like urine. Chazz: A lot? Hector: Jimmy! I sent you a cup of my blood! Did you get my blood? Jimmy!
Coach: You getting a lot of satisfaction from those 15 dollar hookers? Chazz: I am NEVER satisfied! It's a curse.
Fairchild Van Waldenberg: Nothing breaks up a team faster than... Stranz Van Waldenberg: Herpes!
Jimmy: You ruined my dreams! Chazz: Dreams? Shit, I haven't had one of those in years. Jimmy: Zip it Chazz, just zip it, or I'll punch you in your crap-lousy face! Chazz: Hey, this ends tonight! Jimmy: It's daytime, you douche!
Random Guy: You mean, that blonde chick's a dude?
Hector: It's embarrassing stalking a has-been.
Chazz: I don't want to close my eyes, don't want to fall asleep cause I miss you Jimmy, and I don't wanna miss a thing.
Co-Anchor: Jimmy may be renowned for his personal hygiene, Scott, but after that performance, he's starting to reek... Of gold.
Darren MacElroy: [referring to the fans] They may look cute and innocent, but they're nothing but a beehive for germs and bacteria.
Chazz: Hey, MacElroy, was that your routine or a performance of Cirque de So Lame? Besides, you're too late; they already handed out the girls' medals this morning. Jimmy: Shut up, Michaels. That was textbook execution. Same scores I beat you with in Oslo. Chazz: I was on quaaludes, I don't even REMEMBER Oslo.
Co-Anchor: [Describing Chazz] Chazz Michael Michaels: an ice-devouring sex tornado.
Co-Anchor: [about Chazz] The only skater to win four national championships and an adult film award.
Chazz: [referring to his program] Eat THAT, MacElroy. Jimmy: Those were the same scores I got, Einstein. We're tied! Chazz: You're high.
Sports Anchor: [Referring to their medals] And how heavy is that gold around your necks? Fairchild Van Waldenberg: Scott, this may be solid gold, but to us it's lighter than air, because dreams never weigh you down. Stranz Van Waldenberg: No. Dreams are in your sleep.
Chazz: [backstage at "Grublets On Ice"] I hate my life.
Chazz: You're living in the past, Sammi. Me and the Woodland Fairies, we're living in the HERE and NOW.
Chazz: [drunk while performing in "Grublets On Ice"] Hey! Hey, you little forest creatures! None of you sons of bitches try to be heroes! Chazz: [drunk while performing in "Grublets On Ice"] I just threw up in here, people. That's the reality. Just another layer to the legend. I am nothing but a human onion! In fact, we all a... Ugh, encore! [begins throwing up again]
Chazz: [the crowd is booing and throwing garbage onto the ice] Oh, bring it on! Let it rain down on me!
Coach: Figure skating? Give it up, Jimmy! It's like a cruel bitch mother!
Chazz: Two men skating? That's a riot. A laugh riot. Coach: I don't see what's so funny. Chazz: If you were as drunk as me, you would.
Chazz: What're you, the rug doctor? Jimmy: Maybe I am. Chazz: Well, I'm the rug MASTER. Jimmy: What does that even mean?
Jimmy: [Jimmy walks in on Chazz and Katie getting intimate] Y-y-y-you sex demon! You sex fiend! Chazz: This isn't what it looks like. [Grabs Katie's breast] Jimmy: Impure! Impure! [Runs out of the room] Katie Van Waldenberg: Jimmy, wait! Chazz: Brother man!
Stranz Van Waldenberg: [realizing he's about to lose the gold medal to Chazz and Jimmy] It's over. All the endorsements, everything gone. Oh my God, I can't get a real job; it'll kill me!
Chazz: [a the Figure Skating Association hearing] Maxim Magazine, last issue: "Chazz Michael Michaels IS figure skating!" BOOM!
Darren MacElroy: [watching a young Jimmy skate at an orphanage] I'll take him.
Chazz: Help yourself to the Mane n' Tail all you want, but don't even look at the Verticoli...
Jimmy: Dude, your hand's gotta be on top. Chazz: No way, the girl's goes on top. Chazz: Yeh, ergo, chick. Jimmy: I'm not the girl, I'm stronger! Chazz: No, I'M stronger, and don't have a vagina.
Co-Anchor: These two put the "bone" in Zamboni.
Chazz: [while attempting the Iron Lotus] I swear to God, if you cut my head off...
Chazz: The night is a very dark time for me. Jimmy: It's dark for everyone, moron! Chazz: Not for Alaskans or dudes with night-vision goggles.
Hector: He likes food and dreams and whispers... his favorite movie is Short Circuit... and Fried Green Tomatoes.
Hector: I wanna wear the gold medal... naked.
Coach: What do you guys have that all other teams don't have? Chazz: Twin dongs?
Darren MacElroy: I'm un-adopting you. Jimmy: What? Darren MacElroy: Well, legally I'm disowning you.
Jimmy: Hi, you've reached Jimmy, if you can dream it, you can do it!
Jimmy: I call top. Chazz: Sorry, I already called it in my head... Jimmy: No, you can't do that, that doesn't count. Chazz: Yes it does.
Chazz: It makes my hair shine like Orion's Belt out on the ice.
Chazz: Chazz Michaels and Jimmy MacElroy *are* figure skating. [shouts and raises left arm] Chazz: Boom!
Chazz: I am never satisfied! It's a curse...
Chazz: But I remember Boston, and that victory was as sweet as the cream pie for which the town was named.
Jimmy: They're laughing at us. Chazz: Hey. They laughed at Louis Armstrong when he said he was gonna go to the moon. Now he's up there, laughing at them.
Darren MacElroy: Banned for life. That's a long time.
Chazz: I see you have learned to work the Google on the internet machine.
Chazz: Get that damn bird out of my face before I break its neck.
Jimmy: [fighting with Chazz] You're so fat!
Chazz: Throw me some chicken.
Fairchild Van Waldenberg: No, say you want a snowbone!
Jimmy: [to Katie] I like your... buttons.
Jimmy: When I was eight, my dad had me get a circumcision to minimalize air resistance.
[Jimmy and Katie have just kissed] Katie Van Waldenberg: You've been practicing. Jimmy: Chazz taught me some stuff.

lagut!

lagot na talaga ako!
isipin mo:
-hindi ako nakapagsend kay ate malou ng written report namen nung wednesday
-hindi ako pumasok nung wednesday
-hindi ako nakapaglong quiz sa soc5
-hindi ako nakapagaral sa soc3
-at higit sa lahat, NAWAWALA AKO SA MATINONG ULIRAT!!!

talagang lagot na ako kasi talaga namang natitimang na ako...
pesteng chedeng at dodong kasi...
nilipad pati utak ko...
well ayos lang un!
at least dyosa pa rin!
WAHAHAHAHHAHA!

kumanta na.,..rock-rockan na!

May tama rin ako

Nagtanong ka pa wala namang epekto
Labas-pasok sa tenga mo kahit anong sabihin ko
Wag na tayong magsayang pa ng laway
Sige na mali na ako ayoko lang ng away

Refrain:
Pero teka lang may sasabihin sana
Kung pwede bang manahimik ka muna

Chorus:
Walang saysay ang sinasabi kaya?t hindi mo mawari
Kung iimik pa ba o mananahimik na lang
At sa tuwing nagpapaliwanag pakinggan mo naman ito
Akala mo?y ikaw lang ang marunong tumama
Paminsan-minsan tama rin ako, may tama rin ako

Nagtanong ka pa wala namang silbi
Wala ka kasing pakialam sa aking sinasabi
Sa susunod wag ka ng magtatanong
Kung may sagot ako o wala parehas rin yun

[repeat refrain and chorus]

May tama rin ako

What do we mean to each other

I'd rather know if you have turn the page
If you go faster than I do
Suddenly, it's not so clear
Just what I am to you

Refrain:

Am I friend, am I lover
Do we still need each other?
When you touch me
When you touch me
Baby, I can't tell

Chorus:
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is is over now?
If this is it, then why bother?
Tell me where do we take it from here?
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is it over now?
Do you love me still,
Or do you just mean well?

I can see clearly how I'm hurting you
Ev'ry breath kills you away
Are we going in sep'rate roads?
Has pride got in the way?

Refrain:
Am I friend, am I lover
Do we still need each other?
When you hold me
When you hold me
Baby, I can't tell

Chorus:
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is is over now?
If this is it, then why bother?
Tell me where do we take it from here?
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is it over now?
Do you love me still,
Or do you just mean well...

Time became the poison working slowly on my heart
Throwing all our memories
Is it tearin' us apart?
When you touch me
When you touch me
Baby, I can't tell

Chorus:
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is is over now?
If this is it, then why bother?
Tell me where do we take it from here?
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is it over now?
Do you love me still,
Or do you just mean well?
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is it over now?
Do you love me still,
Or do you just mean well?

Coda:
Ooh
Do you love me still
Or do you just mean well?

Sweet baby

When I think about your lovin'
The Sunday evenings, the fun we used to share
Lookin' through the mem'ries in my mind

Since I've laughed and cried
And thought it over, now I realized
That it's never over only set aside

Oh, it's you, sweet baby
I will never be free from your embrace
Sweet baby
Only hoping it's not too late
To try again
It's true, sweet baby
(?)Ever loose(?) and captured by your smile
Sweet baby
I will always be right here by your side
Right by your side

Lyin' here alone I'm dreamin'
My mind keeps wond'rin', my thoughts are only you
Wond'rin' through the mem'ries in my mind

How could love so real had turned so empty
I just keep wonderin' why
Will I ever find the love we share
Together you and I.

Oh, it's you, sweet baby
Though we....(?)(?)
I will never be free from your embrace(?)
Sweet baby
Only hoping it's not too late
To try againIt's true, sweet baby
Won't you try and believe in what I say
Sweet baby
I will always be right here by your side
Right by your side
Oh, it's you, sweet baby
I will never be free from your embrace
Sweet baby
Only hoping it's not too late To try again
It's true, sweet baby
(?)Ever loose(?) and captured by your smile
Sweet baby
I will always be right there by your side
Right by your side

community immersion @fatima

kamusta naman yun....
nagyon lang ako nagparamdam ulit sa blog ko...
pero yahoo parin...
kasi nakacasual ako...
sa fatima na ako nagaaral ok...

hehehe...
basta marami nang friendster...
tsaka friendships!
astig!
nga pala...
my fave ako ngaun...
hamtaro!
at may crush ako!
si Dexter!
hahaha...
Labrador na lang...
okie?

07-07-07 syndrome

hainako...
umiral na naman ang sakit ko sa 07...
badtrip.

once in a hundred years mangyari ang date na to...
pero bakit hindi ako masaya?

kasi kailangan matapos ang nagsimula...

hindi ako iiyak...
hindi.
='c

brugugs!!!!!

leche naman o...
nasa internet cafe ako hindi para magsaya kundi...
GUMAWA NG NCP AT DRUG ANA AT BIBLIO!!!!!!!!!!!
asar di ba?
pero ang mas asar don...
kailangan ko na siyang gawin!
o di ba?
asar kasi deadline to the max na xa?
~.~

update lang...
si Mhix nangaasar na naman...
at nagpapaasar na naman ako...
nagquit na ako, di ba?
pero bakit kailangan kong ipursue ulit ung nararamdaman ko sa kanya?
siya ba ang Roman ng buhay ko?
o siya ang Alex na iiwanan ko pag pinili ko siyang pakawalaan?
hai...
hirap maging Joycee gurl!
(halata bang "into" na ako sa TXT na kapapanood ko lang kagabi?..made me chill till the bone!badtrip!!!!!!)

anyway highway 45...

astig ng amazing race ko!
...
badtrip.










(hehehe...jokies lang!(o`~'o))

heartbreaking

hainako....
pag minamalas ka nga naman talaga...
tuloy-tuloy na...
naku....
kakaasar ang araw ko ngaun...
parang pinagkakaisahan ka ng mga tao?
hindi ba,nakakaasar na feeling yun?
lalo na pag umaga....

pinagalitan ako ng tatay ko kaninang umaga....
late ako ng gising,past 5am na...
may duty pa ako...
syempre badshot pa lalo kasi mas pinili ko pa ung okasyon
sa bahay ng bestfriend ko kaysa sa sarili kong problema....
hai...
bwiset na buhay to...
daming assholes!!!!

at eto pa...
yung C.I ko (clinical instructor)...
ang strict...
parang delayed ata ang sweldo...

hay...
when will this end?

Outing to the maximum itei!

hainaku...
ang sarap ng outing ko yesterday!
paano ba naman kasi, nakapaswimming na nga kami sa Villa Virginia, nakilala ko pa si R***l na tatawagin natin puti (parang aso ni shin chan!)
anyway...
Yun nga, si Puti, nakilala ko (sa mukha) nung kumakanta ako sa videoke-han...
at formally, sa pool....
naichapwera ko nga mga kasama ko eh (na si Ate dang, mariel, john-john, daniel, atbp)
nakilala ko rin ang isang schoolmate na si Ate Vina...
through Puti.
tapos chumika to the max na kami..
at kilig to the max ako..
kasi dahil lashing si Puti...
yakap tsaka holding hands kami...
tapos sabi pa niya kay ama...
"paano ba yan, nagkakainlaban na kami..."
so kilig!
hai...
kasalan ko lang, hindi ko nakuha number niya..
asar talaga!!!!

songs...

Reyna ng qc- juana

Kailangan ko ng pera
Pamasahi't pambili ng pabango
Na gagamitin sa gabing ito
At bilhan mo ako ng salamin
Pantingin sa king nagbabalat na skin

Chorus:
Sapagkat nayong gabi
Ako ang reyna ng quezon city
Ihagis mo ang konfeti
Korona ko na kay laki
Pagkat sa akin ang gabi

At kailangan ko ng shampoo
Pampabango at pampahid sa buhok ko
At kailangan ko ng make up
Na babagay sa aking spaghetti straps

Ihagis mo ang konfeti
Korona ko na kay laki
Pagkat sa akin ang gabi

cool off- yeng constantino

Wag ka munang magalit
Ako sana’y pakinggan
Di ko balak ang ika`y saktan
Hindi ikaw ang problema
Wala akong iba
Di tulad ng iyong hinala

Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman,ano ba ang dahilan
Nang pansamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita,pero kaylangan ko lang mag-isa

(chorus)
Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal
Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa

Wag ka sanang lumuha
Sana`y intindihin
Ito ang dapat nating gawin
Upang magkakilala pa
At malaman kung tayo
Ay para sa isa`t isa

Wag mong pigilin ang damdamin
Sa aking pagkawala,makahanap ka bigla ng iba
Ngunit pakakatandaan
Na mahal pa rin kita,pero kaylangan ko lang mag-isa

(chorus)
Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal
Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa

Ahh yeah........

Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman,ano ba ang dahilan
Nang pansamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita, pero kilangan ko lang mag-isa

(chorus)
Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal
Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating...

(chorus)
Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal
Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa..
Ahh yeah ahh wooooooooooooo

"ang buhay ng isang botante/volunteer ay..."

...madumi (may indelible ink kasi)
...busog (dahil sa pudz)
...masaya (dahil may bois)
...mas masaya (dahil may gals)
...pinakamasaya (kasi may umaaligid na joke sa tabi-tabi)
...makulit (kasi may kinukulit ka)
...maharot (kasi may kaharutan ka)
...puyat (senator...legarda...escudero...)
...payat (ikaw kaia magbilang??)
...kaba (kasi you'll never know what will happen next)
...kabag (kasi...)




sa totoo lang, ngaun lang ako bumoto...
pero alam ko na may mga susunod pa...
sana may pag-asa pang may magbabago...
at sana....




ang pagbabagong ito...





ay maging hudyat....






ng pag-asenso.





P.S. VOTE ME STRAIGHT!

antagaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

antagal ko nang hindi nakakadaupang paladang blogs ko...
hai...
kinda miss my blogs so much...
at least,hindi nakakalimot di ba?
mahirap kasi ung nakakalimot...
ung tipong...
di marunong tumingin s pinangalingan?
(naliligaw na siguro...)

hahahaha....
nahuli tuloy ako kanina...
dahil sa isang tao (o tao nga ba?)

hahahaha....
nababangag na ako...
tanggala!
#%@^!!!!!!!
hotdog!

kantahan all over again

Very Special Love lyrics by MAUREEN MCGOVERN

I never believed in love
I was deceived by love
I never had much luck with lovers before
And I couldn't compete
I seemed just part of the street
To be walked on by everyone but then
Then, I found a very special love in you
It's a feeling that's so totally new
Over and over, it's burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I'm never gonna let go
You're not like the rest
I know you're one of the best
You give more than you should and take nothing in return (in return)
Stay always with me
And I always will be
The one person that you can count on always to love you
And I found a very special love in you
It's a feeling that's so totally new
Over and over, it's burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I'm never gonna let go
But I...
Found a very special love in you
It's a feeling that's so totally new
Over and over, it's burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I'm never gonna let go
(repeat and fade out)

Crazy love by Poco
Tonight I'm gonna break away
Just you wait and see
I've never been imprisoned by
A faded memory

Just when I think I'm over her
This broken heart will mend
I hear her name and I have to cry
The tears come down again

It happens all the time
This crazy love of mine
Wrapped around my heart
Refusing to unwind
Ooh-ooh, crazy love, ah...

Count the stars in the southern sky
That fall without a sound
And then pretend that you can't hear
These teardrops coming down

REPEAT CHORUS

Tonight I'm gonna break away
Just you wait and see
I've never been imprisoned by
A faded memory

REPEAT CHORUS
Tonight I'm gonna break away...

Iniwan na ako ng lahat..pero si God hindi!

haianako..
mga ibang tao nga naman..
hirap pakisamahan!

hindi talaga lahat ng tao sasamahan ka lagi..
hindi talaga lahat ng tao sasabihan ka..
hindi talaga lahat ng tao..
MAY PAKIALAM!!!!

hainako..
sama ng loob ko sa mga ka-RLE ko..
wala ni isang nagsabi na may orientation or something..
wala ni isang nagsabi na magmumukha akong tanga sa ward..
WALA NI ISANG MAY PAKIALAM SA AKIN!!!!

pero mayroong isa..
hindi niya talaga at kailanmang iiwan...
kahit iwanan na ako ng lahat,hindi niya ako iiwan...
kasi siya lang talaga yung nagcocomfort sa akin 'pag walang magcocomfort..
kasi kahit bibigay na ako,pilit niya akong itinatayo..

ilang beses na ako sumuko at muntik bumagsak...
pero hindi niya ako hinayaang mawalan ng pag-asa...
kahit kokonti na lang ang pag-asang yon...
alam niya na may pangarap at misyon akong dapat tuparin at gampanan...
kaya hindi niya ako hinayaang bawiin ang sarili kong buhay..

ang galing niya..
kahit na nakakalimutan ko siya,mahal pa rin niya ako..
firm foundation ko siya eh!!

=)

k.a.n.t.a.h.a.n

I'll Be Over You
Toto

Some people live their dreams
Some people close their eyes
Some people's destiny, passes by
There are no guarantees
There are no alibis
That's how our love must be
Don't ask why

It takes some time
God knows how long
I know that I can forget you

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
And tears start fadin'
As soon as forever is through
I'll be over you

Remembering times gone by
Promises we once made
What are the reasons why
Nothin' stays the same

There were the nights
Holdin' you close
Someday I'll try to forget them

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
And tears start fadin'
As soon as forever is through
I'll be over you

(Instrumental)

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
And tears start fadin'
Someday I'll be over you

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
And tears start fadin'
Someday I'll be over you
As soon as my heart...

I Will Be Here For You
Michael W. Smith

When you feel the sunlight
Fade into the cold night
Don't know where to turn
I don't know where to turn
And all the dreams you're dreaming
Seem to lose their meaning
Let me in your world
Baby, let me in your world
All you need is someone you can hold
Don't be sad, you're not alone

Chorus:I will be here for you
Somewhere in the night
Somewhere in the night
I'll shine a light for you
Somewhere in the night
I'll be standing by
I will be here for you

In this world of strangers
Of cold unfriendly faces someone you can trust
Oh there's someone you can trust
I will be your shelter
I'll give you my shoulder
Just reach out for my love
Reach out for my love

Call my name and my heart will hear
I will be there, there's nothing to fear

( repeat chorus ) 2x

After All
Peter Cetera And Cher
(Tom Snow/Dean Pitchford)

Well here we are again
I guess it must be fate
We've tried it on our own
But deep inside we've known
We'll be back to set things straight

I still remember when
Your kiss was so brand new
And every memory repeats
Every step I take retreats
Every journey brings me back to you

CHORUS:
After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
All comes down to being with you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all

Well love is truly right (this time it's truly right)
It lives from year to year
It changes as it grows,
and oh, the way it goes
But it never disappears

CHORUS:
After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
All comes down to being with you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all

Though it's just be my touch
Though I need it use for much
After all what else is living for
Ohh

CHORUS:
After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
All comes down to being with you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all

After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
All comes down to being with you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all

Secret Lovers
Atlantic Star

Here we are the two of us together
Taking this crazy chance to be all alone
We both know that we should not be together,
'Cause if they found out
It could mess up,
Both our happy homes

I hate to think about us all meeting up together,
As soon as I looked at you it would show on my face
Then they'll know that we've been loving each other
They can never no, oh no, we can't leave a trace

Secret lovers that's what we are,
We shouldn't be together
But we can't let it go, oh no,
'Cause we love each other so

Sittin' at home I do nothing all day
But think about you and hope that your ok
Hoping you'll call before anyone gets home
I'll wait anxiously, alone...by the phone

How could something so wrong be so right
I wish we didn't have to keep our love out of sight
Living two lives just ain't easy at all
But we gotta hang on and after fall(?)

Secret lovers that's what we are,
Trying so hard to hide the way we feel
'Cause we both belong to someone else
But we can't let it go,
'Cause what we feel is oh so real

So real....so real...You and me,
Are we fair
Is this cruel, or do we care
Can they tell what's in our minds
Maybe they've had secret love all of the time

In the middle of makin' love we notice the time
We both get nervous 'cause it's way after nine
Even though we hate it, we know it's time that we go
We gotta be careful, so that no one will know

Secret lovers, that's what we are,
Trying so hard to hide the way we feel,
'Cause we both belong to someone else,
But we can't let it go
'Cause what we feel is oh so real
So real...so real....so real....so real!

Glory Of Love
Peter Cetera

Tonight it's very clear
'Cause we're both lyin' here
There's so many things I wanna say
I will always love you
I would never leave you alone

Sometimes I just forget
Say things I might regre
tIt breaks my heart to see you cryin'
I don't wanna lose you
I could never make it alone

I am a man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you've been dreamin' of
We'll live forever, knowing together
And we did it all
For the glory of love

You keep me standin' tall
You help me prove it all
I'm more strong when you're beside me
I have always lived in you
I could never make it alone

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you've been dreamin' of
We'll live forever, knowing together
And we did it all
For the glory of love

It's like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I will see the day
Take you to my castle far away

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreamin' of
We're gonna live forever
Knowing together and we did it all
For the glory of love

(Instrumental)

We'll live forever (we'll live forever)
Knowin' together (knowin' together)
And we did it all, for the glory of love
We did it all for love
We did it all for the glory of love
We did it all for love

I Could Fall In Love
Selena

I could lose my heart tonight
If you don't turn and walk away
Cause the way I feel I might
Lose control and let you stay
Cause I could take you in my arms
And never let go

I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

I can only wonder how
Touching you would make me feel
But if I take that chance right now
Tomorrow will you want me still
So I should keep this to myself
And never let you down

(Chorus)
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
And I know it's not right
But I guess I should try
To do what I should do
But I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

So I should keep this to myself
And never let you down

(Chorus)
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
And I know it's not right
But I guess I should try
To do what I should do
But I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

You Were There
Southern Sons

I guess you've heard,
i guess you know
In time i'd have told you,
but i guess i'm too slow
It's not overly romantic,
but i know that it's real
I hope you don't mind if i say what i feel

It's like i'm in somebody else's dream
This could not be happening to me

(chorus)
But you were there
And you were everything i'd never seen
You woke me up from this long
And endless sleep,
i was alone I opened my eyes and you were there

Don't be alarmed, no don't be concerned
I don't wanna change things, leave them just as they were
I mean nothing's really different, it's me who feels strange
I'm always lost for words when someone mentions your name I

know that i'll get over this for sure
I'm not the type to dream there could be more

(repeat chorus)

Can i take your smile home with me
Or the magic in your hands ...

The rain has stopped, the storm has passed
Look at all the colours now the sun's here at last
I suppose that you'll be leaving, but i want you to know
Part of you stays with me even after you go

Like an actor playing someone else's scene
This could not be happening to me

(repeat chorus)

I know i'm not alone
No, not alone
I opened my eyes and you were there

wah....~!~

im so..









nothing.

argh.