Iniwan na ako ng lahat..pero si God hindi!

haianako..
mga ibang tao nga naman..
hirap pakisamahan!

hindi talaga lahat ng tao sasamahan ka lagi..
hindi talaga lahat ng tao sasabihan ka..
hindi talaga lahat ng tao..
MAY PAKIALAM!!!!

hainako..
sama ng loob ko sa mga ka-RLE ko..
wala ni isang nagsabi na may orientation or something..
wala ni isang nagsabi na magmumukha akong tanga sa ward..
WALA NI ISANG MAY PAKIALAM SA AKIN!!!!

pero mayroong isa..
hindi niya talaga at kailanmang iiwan...
kahit iwanan na ako ng lahat,hindi niya ako iiwan...
kasi siya lang talaga yung nagcocomfort sa akin 'pag walang magcocomfort..
kasi kahit bibigay na ako,pilit niya akong itinatayo..

ilang beses na ako sumuko at muntik bumagsak...
pero hindi niya ako hinayaang mawalan ng pag-asa...
kahit kokonti na lang ang pag-asang yon...
alam niya na may pangarap at misyon akong dapat tuparin at gampanan...
kaya hindi niya ako hinayaang bawiin ang sarili kong buhay..

ang galing niya..
kahit na nakakalimutan ko siya,mahal pa rin niya ako..
firm foundation ko siya eh!!

=)

k.a.n.t.a.h.a.n

I'll Be Over You
Toto

Some people live their dreams
Some people close their eyes
Some people's destiny, passes by
There are no guarantees
There are no alibis
That's how our love must be
Don't ask why

It takes some time
God knows how long
I know that I can forget you

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
And tears start fadin'
As soon as forever is through
I'll be over you

Remembering times gone by
Promises we once made
What are the reasons why
Nothin' stays the same

There were the nights
Holdin' you close
Someday I'll try to forget them

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
And tears start fadin'
As soon as forever is through
I'll be over you

(Instrumental)

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
And tears start fadin'
Someday I'll be over you

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
And tears start fadin'
Someday I'll be over you
As soon as my heart...

I Will Be Here For You
Michael W. Smith

When you feel the sunlight
Fade into the cold night
Don't know where to turn
I don't know where to turn
And all the dreams you're dreaming
Seem to lose their meaning
Let me in your world
Baby, let me in your world
All you need is someone you can hold
Don't be sad, you're not alone

Chorus:I will be here for you
Somewhere in the night
Somewhere in the night
I'll shine a light for you
Somewhere in the night
I'll be standing by
I will be here for you

In this world of strangers
Of cold unfriendly faces someone you can trust
Oh there's someone you can trust
I will be your shelter
I'll give you my shoulder
Just reach out for my love
Reach out for my love

Call my name and my heart will hear
I will be there, there's nothing to fear

( repeat chorus ) 2x

After All
Peter Cetera And Cher
(Tom Snow/Dean Pitchford)

Well here we are again
I guess it must be fate
We've tried it on our own
But deep inside we've known
We'll be back to set things straight

I still remember when
Your kiss was so brand new
And every memory repeats
Every step I take retreats
Every journey brings me back to you

CHORUS:
After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
All comes down to being with you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all

Well love is truly right (this time it's truly right)
It lives from year to year
It changes as it grows,
and oh, the way it goes
But it never disappears

CHORUS:
After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
All comes down to being with you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all

Though it's just be my touch
Though I need it use for much
After all what else is living for
Ohh

CHORUS:
After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
All comes down to being with you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all

After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
All comes down to being with you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all

Secret Lovers
Atlantic Star

Here we are the two of us together
Taking this crazy chance to be all alone
We both know that we should not be together,
'Cause if they found out
It could mess up,
Both our happy homes

I hate to think about us all meeting up together,
As soon as I looked at you it would show on my face
Then they'll know that we've been loving each other
They can never no, oh no, we can't leave a trace

Secret lovers that's what we are,
We shouldn't be together
But we can't let it go, oh no,
'Cause we love each other so

Sittin' at home I do nothing all day
But think about you and hope that your ok
Hoping you'll call before anyone gets home
I'll wait anxiously, alone...by the phone

How could something so wrong be so right
I wish we didn't have to keep our love out of sight
Living two lives just ain't easy at all
But we gotta hang on and after fall(?)

Secret lovers that's what we are,
Trying so hard to hide the way we feel
'Cause we both belong to someone else
But we can't let it go,
'Cause what we feel is oh so real

So real....so real...You and me,
Are we fair
Is this cruel, or do we care
Can they tell what's in our minds
Maybe they've had secret love all of the time

In the middle of makin' love we notice the time
We both get nervous 'cause it's way after nine
Even though we hate it, we know it's time that we go
We gotta be careful, so that no one will know

Secret lovers, that's what we are,
Trying so hard to hide the way we feel,
'Cause we both belong to someone else,
But we can't let it go
'Cause what we feel is oh so real
So real...so real....so real....so real!

Glory Of Love
Peter Cetera

Tonight it's very clear
'Cause we're both lyin' here
There's so many things I wanna say
I will always love you
I would never leave you alone

Sometimes I just forget
Say things I might regre
tIt breaks my heart to see you cryin'
I don't wanna lose you
I could never make it alone

I am a man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you've been dreamin' of
We'll live forever, knowing together
And we did it all
For the glory of love

You keep me standin' tall
You help me prove it all
I'm more strong when you're beside me
I have always lived in you
I could never make it alone

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you've been dreamin' of
We'll live forever, knowing together
And we did it all
For the glory of love

It's like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I will see the day
Take you to my castle far away

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreamin' of
We're gonna live forever
Knowing together and we did it all
For the glory of love

(Instrumental)

We'll live forever (we'll live forever)
Knowin' together (knowin' together)
And we did it all, for the glory of love
We did it all for love
We did it all for the glory of love
We did it all for love

I Could Fall In Love
Selena

I could lose my heart tonight
If you don't turn and walk away
Cause the way I feel I might
Lose control and let you stay
Cause I could take you in my arms
And never let go

I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

I can only wonder how
Touching you would make me feel
But if I take that chance right now
Tomorrow will you want me still
So I should keep this to myself
And never let you down

(Chorus)
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
And I know it's not right
But I guess I should try
To do what I should do
But I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

So I should keep this to myself
And never let you down

(Chorus)
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
And I know it's not right
But I guess I should try
To do what I should do
But I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

You Were There
Southern Sons

I guess you've heard,
i guess you know
In time i'd have told you,
but i guess i'm too slow
It's not overly romantic,
but i know that it's real
I hope you don't mind if i say what i feel

It's like i'm in somebody else's dream
This could not be happening to me

(chorus)
But you were there
And you were everything i'd never seen
You woke me up from this long
And endless sleep,
i was alone I opened my eyes and you were there

Don't be alarmed, no don't be concerned
I don't wanna change things, leave them just as they were
I mean nothing's really different, it's me who feels strange
I'm always lost for words when someone mentions your name I

know that i'll get over this for sure
I'm not the type to dream there could be more

(repeat chorus)

Can i take your smile home with me
Or the magic in your hands ...

The rain has stopped, the storm has passed
Look at all the colours now the sun's here at last
I suppose that you'll be leaving, but i want you to know
Part of you stays with me even after you go

Like an actor playing someone else's scene
This could not be happening to me

(repeat chorus)

I know i'm not alone
No, not alone
I opened my eyes and you were there

wah....~!~

im so..









nothing.

argh.