a diary from an angel in disguise

my first ever blog after all of...

2008-12-14T19:05:00.000-08:00

the kitty girls...
maybe new but it conquers..
just like me!

i'm so glad that i've finally post a formal blog post...
after all, i have manage to keep my sanity intact...
even after the things i have surpassed...
and even the things that will happen still...
i think i will not make it this far without my friends...
my kitty girls...
my 4killion family...
everyone that made me stronger and tougher than before...
hope that my friends grow bigger in size and still be the best gals in town!

I LOVE MY FRIENDS!

my can't-think-straight craze

2008-10-29T04:38:00.000-07:00

"From the suburban houses of England to the palaces of Jordan, chance will bring two people together. If love is in the air & love is all around then accidents are bound to happen..."

this is the movie i've been waiting for!
a movie that tells a story about lesbians!
every piece of the movie made me goosebumps!
see the trailer!
hope you'll enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lznSuKO_D4U

Tala, a London-based Jordanian of Palestinian origin prepares for an elaborate wedding with her Jordanian fiance, when she encounters Leyla, a young British Indian woman who is dating her best friend Ali. Spirited Christian Tala and shy Muslim Leyla could not be more different from each other but the attraction is immediate. Tala's feisty nature provokes Leyla out of her shell and soon both women reveal their feelings for each other. But Tala is not ready to accept the implications of the choice her heart has made and escapes back to Jordan where her chain-smoking high-brow mother finishes preparations for an ostentatious wedding. As family members descend and the wedding day approaches, simmering family tensions come to boiling point and the pressure mounts for Tala to be true to herself. Meanwhile heartbroken Leyla relishes her newly found sense of identity and self-respect and moves on with her new life--much to the shock of her tradition-loving Indian parents. Single again, Tala flies back to London--but it will take more than just a date set up by Ali and Leyla's sister Zara to win Leyla back.

antagal na...kanta uli!

2008-02-05T03:40:00.000-08:00

Your guardian angel

When i see your smile
Tears run down my face i cant replace
And now that im stronger ive figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my sou
lAnd i know ill find deep inside me i can be the one

I will never let you fall
Ill stand up with you forever
Ill be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Its ok. its ok. its ok.

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you ill be the one

I will never let you fall
Ill stand up with you forever
Ill be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz youre my, youre my, my true love, my whole heart
Please dont throw that away
Cuz im here for you
Please dont walk away,
Please tell me youll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And i know ill be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
Ill stand up with you forever
Ill be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

A favor house atlantic

Your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you could
Recall the moments that once have
Retract the footsteps that brought us to this favor
I wouldn't ask this of you

Good eye, sniper
Here i'll shoot, you run
The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all

Run quick, they're behind us
Didn't think we'd ever make it
This close to safety in one piece
Now you wanna kill me in the act of what could maybe
Save us from sleep and what we are

Good eye, sniper
Now i shoot, you run
The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.

The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.

Gosh, I've been out for a month!

2007-12-15T06:27:00.000-08:00

Sh*t...
ang tagal ko na palang wala...
maraming nangyari...
hiwalay na kami ni alfie...
may textmate akong boyfriend...
may dalawa akong manliligaw pero hindi na nila ako pinapansin...
maraming umaaway sa akin...
member na ako ng sfc...
nakakain na ako ng dila sa korea...
mageexam na ko next week...
hai...
tsaka na yung details, hapit na ako.
=)
ps: good luck sa simbang gabi mamaya!

rock-rockan na

2007-12-15T06:16:00.000-08:00

Misery business

I'm in the business of misery,
let's take it from the top
She's got a body like an hourglass
it's ticking like a clock
It's a matter of time before we all run out...

When I thought he was mine,
she caught him by the mouth
I waited eight long months
She finally set him freeI told him
I couldn't lie, he was the only one
for me
Two weeks we had caught on fire
She's got it out for me,
but I wear the biggest smile

Whoa... I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good'
Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so... It just feels so good

Second chances they don't never matter,
people never changeOnce a whore, you're nothing more,
I'm sorry that'll never changeAnd about forgiveness,
we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I passed up, now look this way!

Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who
They want it what they like, it's easy if you do it right
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!
Whoa... I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him right now
And if you could then you know you would'
Cause God it just feels so... It just feels so good...
I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving...
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now...
Whoa, I never meant brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good'
Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so... It just feels so good

Home
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain
.I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

I'm going home,
To the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
So I'm going home,
To the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from
.No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
Be careful what you wish for,'
Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,'
Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.
Oh, well I'm going home,
To the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong
.I don't regret this life I chose for me
.But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old.
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

hainaku...

2007-10-19T00:02:00.000-07:00

f*ck...
i don't know if im gonna be happy or not...
happy because finally one sem is ove and im going to work...
i also will receive the ched scholarship which i badly need to lessen our expenses...
sad because of my f*cking feelings for my so-called "ex"...
i mean, how can i move on when the reason of my loneliness is also the reason of my happiness?
how can i forget him when his house is the exact opposite to ours?
and how can i possibly fall out of love when i long for his voice, his touch, his smile and his eyes?
damn it...
i feel so awful...
and all i can do is cry and wait...
=(

Worst day ever

2007-10-16T02:09:00.000-07:00

im so devastated...
wanna know why?
because even if i am dumping a worthless guy...
he still makes me feel im the one who was dumped first...
and actually, it's not my fault but his!
all i ever wanted in a relationship is to love and be loved in return...
and yet people can't do it!
is it because im not worthy?
or should i say...
they are the ones not worthy?
maybe i should love myself even more...
because i think it would be the best thing i should do instead of mourning for freaks like them...
and i don't despise them...
i really despise them!

I feel so wasted this day...

2007-10-06T10:34:00.000-07:00

punyeta...
hilo ako ngaun...
di ako lasing pero sumuka ako for the first time...
as if im not in the mood to drink...
nasabi ko na rin kay dexter cortes yung naging feelings ko sa kanya...
but he never let himself kiss me...
i mean, what's wrong?
im still in a sound mind and i believe ive gotten over him...
because i love my boyfriend more...
but something happened...
mhix texted me, telling me that she already knows im in a relationship with alfie ferrer...
as if she wants to tell me that i must not forgot her...
that ive must not forget my feelings to her...
it makes me feel so sick...
goddamn her...
and i feel so lonely now...
as if ive never been like this in my whole life...
=(

i have something to confess

2007-09-09T00:29:00.000-07:00

hahaha....
finally i have made it...
may boyfriend na ulit ako...
kaso sabi ko nga saenio...
bad boy siya...
pero talagang mabait...
nyek!
hahaha...
his name is Alfie Ferrer...
at well, 1 week and 3 days na kami...
at goinng strong (pa naman)....
hainaku...
sana lang talaga magtagal to...
martir ako pero hindi na katulad nung dati...
masakit na eh...
ung tungkol kai mhix...
NO DEAL NA IYON!!!!
mas mahal ko ata si hubby ko kaysa sa kanya!!!
take that BIATCH!!~

Am I in love??!

2007-08-29T22:51:00.000-07:00

hainaku guys...
nakakalurkei ito!
marami akong kinaaadikan ngaun!
last time, yung mania ko sa "Blades of Glory"...
tapos ngaun...
ngaun...
SA LALAKE!
well...
mabait naman siya talaga kung tutuusin...
tapos kenkoy at palatawa pa...
pero...
-warfreak
-yosi boy
-frat boy (at founding batch pa)
-alak boy
-dota boy

tama ba itong nararamdaman kong freak thing sa kanya??
or it's just seeking for someone to hold?
hainaku...
kung ano man yung naramramdaman ko...
NAKAKATAKOT SIYA!
grr...
iinom kaya ako?
o magyoyosi?
shucks, im getting so bad lately...
last wednesday inom...
last time til now, yosi...
am i really going crazy?
ngayon lang ba to?
o forever na akong social animal??
pero come to think of it...
im starting to forget about mhix...
maganda yun lalo na't mas gumaganda ako!
hehehe...
pero tumatabachingching talaga ako ngaun...
and i still don't know why kung hiyang ako sa yosi o sa problema...
hahaha...
~.~

Blades of Glory mania!~.~

2007-08-21T06:18:00.000-07:00

Time to say goodbye (stockholm piece of jimmy macelroy)
Sarah:
Quando sono solasogno all'orizzontee mancan le parole,si lo so che non c'è lucein una stanza quando manca il sole,se non ci sei tu con me, con me.Su le finestremostra a tutti il mio cuoreche hai accesso,chiudi dentro mela luce chehai incontrato per strada.

Time to say goodbye. -- Con te partirò.Paesi che non ho maiveduto e vissuto con te,adesso sì li vivrò.Con te partiròsu navi per mariche, io lo so,no, no, non esistono più,it's time to say goodbye. -- con te io li vivrò.

Andrea:
Quando sei lontanasogno all'orizzontee mancan le parole,e io si lo soche sei con me, con me,tu mia luna tu sei qui con me,mio sole tu sei qui con me,con me, con me, con me.

Time to say goodbye. -- Con te partirò.Paesi che non ho maiveduto e vissuto con te,adesso sì li vivrò.Con te partiròsu navi per mariche, io lo so,no, no, non esistono più,

Both:
con te io li rivivrò.Con te partiròsu navi per mariche, io lo so,no, no, non esistono più,con te io li rivivrò.Con te partirò

Io con te.

Continuity: When Will Ferrell (Chazz) goes to see Jenna Fischer (Katie) in the hotel room, the door behind him goes from open to closed to open again.
Factual errors: The newspaper story about Stranz, Fairchild and Katie's parents' death is dated "Sunday, March 14, 1987". March 14, 1987 was a Saturday, not a Sunday.
Miscellaneous: Several characters refer to the National Figure Skating Association as "the International Figure Skating Association." However, all the logos and signs say "National Figure Skating Association" or "National Skating Association."
Errors made by characters (possibly deliberate errors by the filmmakers): The characters appear hell-bent on ruining their skates. In a scene where Coach is sharpening skates, he is grinding the blade nearly perpendicular to the skating direction, which would destroy the blade. Also, Stranz and Chazz's chase at the end would have rendered their skates useless.
Factual errors: When the skaters' scores are posted on the TV, the Van Waldenbergs are listed by their first names, but all of the other skating teams are listed by last name. It should have read Van Waldenberg/Van Waldenberg instead of Stranz/Fairchild.
Continuity: When Jimmy McElroy is stranded by his adopted father, the limousine pulls into the snow on the shoulder of the road. In the next shot, Jimmy watches the limo pull away, but there are no tire tracks in the snow.
Continuity: When Chazz gets onto the escalator, his blades get stuck in the grooves of the step. But when Stranz gets onto the escalator Chazz's feet are pointing outwards and the blades are not in the grooves.
Continuity: During the first pairs awards scene, a woman is seen offering a red bottle of champagne to Will Ferrell's character. In the ensuing shot, the same woman can be seen bringing the same bottle to the characters once again, in the background.
Continuity: When Chazz deliberately rips the shoulder of his costume to show Jimmy his tattoo, we can see that the material is fully ripped and not re-attachable. Seconds later Chazz's costume is fully intact.
Continuity: Just after Chazz and Jimmy are arrested at the ice show, Coach (Craig T. Nelson) sees it on the news and reverses the newscast playback with his Tivo remote. The reversed audio does not match what the newscaster said immediately before he began reversing the playback (the reversed audio says "and disturbing the peace; they are awaiting arraignment", then some garbled speech).
Miscellaneous: Will and Amy watch video of Chazz and Jimmy skating. Several seconds of footage is shown, but the on-screen timer never advances.
Continuity: When Chazz Michael Michaels is kidnapped by Stranz Van Waldenberg, Stranz hits him over the head with a hammer on the right side of his head. For the remainder of the movie the mark left by the hammer is on the left side of Chazz's head.
Continuity: While Chaz and Jimmy are practicing the lotus move, Jimmy's skate cuts Chaz's leg through his costume and into his skin. In the following scene where the coach is asking Jimmy and Chaz if they want to continue practicing, the cut in the skin and in the costume is no longer visible.
Revealing mistakes: When the stalker is showing the rule book, you can see that is actually a music book.
Errors in geography: You can't see the Olympic Stadium in Montreal from Habitat 67. It is also on the wrong side.
Continuity: When Chazz is being chased by Stranz, he has one ice skate on and looks back at Stranz. In the next scene both skates are on and Chazz is able to skate away
Continuity: When Jimmy sits down for the finale of his skating routine in Stockholm, his position is in the lower part of the tournament logo in the skating rink. But when he stands, he is already in the center of the tournament logo.
Continuity: When Chazz Michael Michaels pulls himself out of the frozen waterway after falling in at the end of the chase scene with Stranz, his hair is wet but his coat and gloves are clearly quite dry.
Revealing mistakes: Stranz and Fairchild are supposedly winning the gold medal with only Chazz and Jimmy left to skate. However, when standing on the winner's podium at the end, they are actually standing the 3rd place position meaning they were only guaranteed a silver medal. Second place is on the right hand side of the first place spot and third place is on the left hand side with Olympic podiums.

Jon Heder broke his ankle while training to ice-skate.
1980 Olympian Lisa Marie Allen was not only the assistant skating choreographer on this movie, but she also appears in the film as the blond "Sweater Mom" who gets licked on the face by Will Ferrell's character during his Stockholm solo.
Will Ferrell's made a cameo in Wedding Crashers as "Chazz Reinhold". His character in Blades of Glory is named "Chazz Michael Michaels".
According to the flags being raised, the four medalists at Worlds were from the United States, South Korea, and Sweden. South Korea has never medaled in men's singles at the World Championships, and Sweden has not medaled in that discipline since 1929.
All of the scenes at the World Figure Skating Championships were shot at the Los Angeles Memorial Sports Arena.
Many of the lifts Chazz and Jimmy perform are dance lifts, not pairs lifts. These are not illegal in pairs competition and have been performed by many pairs skaters in international competition, and therefore would not be something Scott Hamilton had never seen before. (Unless Hamilton has never watched ice dance.) Despite what Coach claims, there is no specific lift named a "dance lift". Rather, the term refers to a variety of lifts done in ice dancing.
Will Arnett and Amy Poehler (who play siblings in the film) are actually married.
The van Waldenberg name was taken from the family name of one of the writers.
The writers claim that "88.773% of Will Ferrell's dialogue is improvised or changed in some way to suit his persona."
The coach in the movie is played by Craig T. Nelson who also starred as Coach Hayden Fox in the sitcom "Coach."
The hotel that Jimmy and Chazz stay in when they're in Montreal is actually a famous building called "Habitat 67", designed by Moshe Safdie in honor of Canada's centennial. In reality it is not a hotel, but a privately owned condominium complex.
Chazz Michael Michaels' skating style was inspired by the skating style of Elvis Stojko.
For a hint to where Coach got the idea of two men ice dancing, note the stained plastic artwork in the kitchen of his cabin.
In a webisode online, Johnny Weir comments on the fact that Jimmy and him have the same style. The peacock outfit was actually based on Weir's swan outfit from the 2004 Winter Olympics. Both of the costumes incorporated the skaters' arms as the necks and the hands as the beaks of the birds.
Ben Stiller was considered for the role of Chazz Michael Michaels but he decided the character was too much like other roles he had played.
Real skaters making cameos include, Sasha Cohen, Scott Hamilton, Peggy Fleming, Brian Boitano, Dorothy Hamill, Nancy Kerrigan, Kyoko Ina, Yuka Sato, Jamie Sale, and David Pelletier
Due to problems with the 6.0 system, Chazz and Jimmy are forced to share a gold medal, a reference to the 2002 Olympic Winter Games figure skating scandal.
Stranz and Fairchild plot to injure Chazz "below the knee and above the ankle", references Tonya Harding's attack on Nancy Kerrigan.
The Iron Lotus is a parody of the Pamchenko from The Cutting Edge.
Adult film star Avy Scott makes a brief appearance as a sex addict at Chazz Michaels' help seminar.
The "loophole" at the center of the movie does not actually exist. International Skating Union regulations state that a pair team on the senior (Olympic) level is made up of a man and a lady (note that "lady" is the official terminology for a female skater).
Both Jon Heder and Will Ferrell learned how to ice skate for the movie. They trained extensively with the Michele Kwan's coach Sarah Kawahara.
Directed by the same duo who are responsible for the Geico "Caveman Commercials."
Shipped to theaters under the name "Partners"
Jon Heder spent two years in Japan as a Mormon missionary, and learned to speak Japanese fluently. He showcases this talent during the press conference when he responds flawlessly to a reporter's question posed in Japanese.
Jon Heder came up with the idea for the peacock costume after watching Johnny Weir's "Swan" routine. He apparently made an offhand suggestion and was surprised to find that the costume was being created for him
During the opening of the movie, when Jimmy is discovered skating as a child, the song that is playing is "Time to Say Goodbye (Con te partirò)", a duet by Sarah Brightman and Andrea Bocelli, which was also featured during an ice skating routine performed by Katarina Witt in Ronin (1998).
Jimmy: So, Coach, I was thinking about the music for our routine. Coach: Oh, really? Chazz: We're gonna dance to one song, and one song only: "Lady Humps" by the Blackeyed Peas. "What you gonna do with all that junk, all that junk inside your trunk? I’m a get you, get you drunk, get you drunk off my lady humps, my humps, my humps, my lovely lady humps." Jimmy: [disgusted] I'm not skating to anything with references to lady humps. I don't even know what that means. Chazz: No one knows what it means, but it's provocative... Jimmy: No, it's not, it's gross... Chazz: ...It gets the people going!
Hector: I totally want to cut off your skin and wear it to my birthday... It's coming up...
Chazz: I swear to God, I couldn't love a human baby as much as I love this comb.
Chazz: This guy could not hold my jock sweat. Jimmy: I could hold it all day long, try me! Chazz: Maybe I will. Jimmy: Maybe you should. Chazz: You challenging me, princess? Jimmy: I'm not inviting you to the Skating Federation's annual Christmas party. Chazz: Then bring it on! Jimmy: It is on!
Jimmy: Get out of my face. Chazz: I'll get inside your face.
Chazz: [while Jimmy is giving a speech] That’s retarded
Jimmy: I see you got fat. Chazz: I see you still look like a fifteen year old girl, but not hot.
Jimmy: Watch my icy hot super slide. Chazz: Do it.
Hector: [to Jimmy after he's told him of a loophole in the rules of competitive figure skating that will allow him to skate again] I'm still going to kill you someday.
Coach: You're the girl. Jimmy: What? Chazz: You're my pretty lady, MacElroy. Jimmy: Wait, why? Coach: Because you whine like one! [turns to Chazz] Coach: And no one can lift your fat ass, you're on a diet starting now.
Chazz: Personal philosphy? Clothing optional.
Jimmy: I don't share rooms. Chazz: I don't share SHIT...
Chazz: Whoever invented rope was a real a-hole!
Stranz Van Waldenberg: Remember how they used to be alive?
Chazz: Did you carve up any ice... with your weiner?
Chazz: I'm a sex addict. It's my cross to bear. It's a real disease with doctors, and medicine, and everything!
Chazz: I'm a sex addict, and I'm attracted to women.
Chazz: Troubled childhood? If you consider a 9 year old kid with a 35 year old girlfriend troubled.
Chazz: [talking to the press] This is my brother. And this is my brother's new girlfriend, and she is NOT a whore!
Jimmy: I'm getting sick, you smell like aftershave and taco meat!
Hector: I sent you a cup of my blood! Did you get my blood?
Chazz: [to Jimmy's voice mail] If we went to a Halloween party dressed as Batman and Robin, I'd go as Robin. That's how much you mean to me...
Chazz: I think I see the Virgin Mary! Jimmy: No, that's not her.
Chazz: Mind-bottling isn't it? Jimmy: Did you just say mind-bottling? Chazz: Yeh, mind-bottling. You know, when things are so crazy it gets your thoughts all trapped, like in a bottle?
Chazz: Nancy Kerrigan. You an official here? Cause you've officially given me a boner!
Chazz: Ahh, my nutsack!
Chazz: Don't make me kill her!
Stranz Van Waldenberg: Not only did we embarrass Marky Mark, we let down the Funky Bunch.
[In front of enormous "Capture The Dream" sign] Chazz: Let's capture the dream. Jimmy: Capture the-wow I love it. Where'd you come up with that? Chazz: I have no idea where I came up with that. Jimmy: Cool. Chazz: Let's kick some ice.
Chazz: She's as cold as the ice she skates on. She's like dry ice. No, wait! She's colder than that. What's colder than dry ice? Jimmy: I don't know Chazz: I'll tell you what is, Oksana.
Chazz: We love you Denver! City by the Bay!
Chazz: [shoots fire out of his fingers at end of performance] Jimmy: Was the fire really necessary? Chazz: Ask THEM.
Chazz: Better step aside homeschool, there's a new Sheriff in town.
Chazz: [Referring to his program] I hope you’ve brought your silver polish, MacElroy, 'cause that was gold. Jimmy: That was disgusting. Chazz: THAT, young man, is how babies are made.
Stranz Van Waldenberg: Who's gonna save you now, Chazz? Is Little Lord MacLeroy gonna come and meet ya down here? [Chazz flips him the bird]
Chazz: I permanently call shotgun. Jimmy: You do not get shotgun every time!
Stranz Van Waldenberg: [referring to Jimmy and Chazz] Those two are nothing but a couple of freaks.
Katie Van Waldenberg: Great! That'll give me time to get my jugs waxed.
Grublets On Ice Manager: Are you drunk? Chazz: No, but this oughta do it [smashes open a bottle of liquor and drinks] Grublets On Ice Manager: I'd fire you... if you weren't so goddamn beautiful out there. [pause] Grublets On Ice Manager: You smell like urine. Chazz: A lot? Hector: Jimmy! I sent you a cup of my blood! Did you get my blood? Jimmy!
Coach: You getting a lot of satisfaction from those 15 dollar hookers? Chazz: I am NEVER satisfied! It's a curse.
Fairchild Van Waldenberg: Nothing breaks up a team faster than... Stranz Van Waldenberg: Herpes!
Jimmy: You ruined my dreams! Chazz: Dreams? Shit, I haven't had one of those in years. Jimmy: Zip it Chazz, just zip it, or I'll punch you in your crap-lousy face! Chazz: Hey, this ends tonight! Jimmy: It's daytime, you douche!
Random Guy: You mean, that blonde chick's a dude?
Hector: It's embarrassing stalking a has-been.
Chazz: I don't want to close my eyes, don't want to fall asleep cause I miss you Jimmy, and I don't wanna miss a thing.
Co-Anchor: Jimmy may be renowned for his personal hygiene, Scott, but after that performance, he's starting to reek... Of gold.
Darren MacElroy: [referring to the fans] They may look cute and innocent, but they're nothing but a beehive for germs and bacteria.
Chazz: Hey, MacElroy, was that your routine or a performance of Cirque de So Lame? Besides, you're too late; they already handed out the girls' medals this morning. Jimmy: Shut up, Michaels. That was textbook execution. Same scores I beat you with in Oslo. Chazz: I was on quaaludes, I don't even REMEMBER Oslo.
Co-Anchor: [Describing Chazz] Chazz Michael Michaels: an ice-devouring sex tornado.
Co-Anchor: [about Chazz] The only skater to win four national championships and an adult film award.
Chazz: [referring to his program] Eat THAT, MacElroy. Jimmy: Those were the same scores I got, Einstein. We're tied! Chazz: You're high.
Sports Anchor: [Referring to their medals] And how heavy is that gold around your necks? Fairchild Van Waldenberg: Scott, this may be solid gold, but to us it's lighter than air, because dreams never weigh you down. Stranz Van Waldenberg: No. Dreams are in your sleep.
Chazz: [backstage at "Grublets On Ice"] I hate my life.
Chazz: You're living in the past, Sammi. Me and the Woodland Fairies, we're living in the HERE and NOW.
Chazz: [drunk while performing in "Grublets On Ice"] Hey! Hey, you little forest creatures! None of you sons of bitches try to be heroes! Chazz: [drunk while performing in "Grublets On Ice"] I just threw up in here, people. That's the reality. Just another layer to the legend. I am nothing but a human onion! In fact, we all a... Ugh, encore! [begins throwing up again]
Chazz: [the crowd is booing and throwing garbage onto the ice] Oh, bring it on! Let it rain down on me!
Coach: Figure skating? Give it up, Jimmy! It's like a cruel bitch mother!
Chazz: Two men skating? That's a riot. A laugh riot. Coach: I don't see what's so funny. Chazz: If you were as drunk as me, you would.
Chazz: What're you, the rug doctor? Jimmy: Maybe I am. Chazz: Well, I'm the rug MASTER. Jimmy: What does that even mean?
Jimmy: [Jimmy walks in on Chazz and Katie getting intimate] Y-y-y-you sex demon! You sex fiend! Chazz: This isn't what it looks like. [Grabs Katie's breast] Jimmy: Impure! Impure! [Runs out of the room] Katie Van Waldenberg: Jimmy, wait! Chazz: Brother man!
Stranz Van Waldenberg: [realizing he's about to lose the gold medal to Chazz and Jimmy] It's over. All the endorsements, everything gone. Oh my God, I can't get a real job; it'll kill me!
Chazz: [a the Figure Skating Association hearing] Maxim Magazine, last issue: "Chazz Michael Michaels IS figure skating!" BOOM!
Darren MacElroy: [watching a young Jimmy skate at an orphanage] I'll take him.
Chazz: Help yourself to the Mane n' Tail all you want, but don't even look at the Verticoli...
Jimmy: Dude, your hand's gotta be on top. Chazz: No way, the girl's goes on top. Chazz: Yeh, ergo, chick. Jimmy: I'm not the girl, I'm stronger! Chazz: No, I'M stronger, and don't have a vagina.
Co-Anchor: These two put the "bone" in Zamboni.
Chazz: [while attempting the Iron Lotus] I swear to God, if you cut my head off...
Chazz: The night is a very dark time for me. Jimmy: It's dark for everyone, moron! Chazz: Not for Alaskans or dudes with night-vision goggles.
Hector: He likes food and dreams and whispers... his favorite movie is Short Circuit... and Fried Green Tomatoes.
Hector: I wanna wear the gold medal... naked.
Coach: What do you guys have that all other teams don't have? Chazz: Twin dongs?
Darren MacElroy: I'm un-adopting you. Jimmy: What? Darren MacElroy: Well, legally I'm disowning you.
Jimmy: Hi, you've reached Jimmy, if you can dream it, you can do it!
Jimmy: I call top. Chazz: Sorry, I already called it in my head... Jimmy: No, you can't do that, that doesn't count. Chazz: Yes it does.
Chazz: It makes my hair shine like Orion's Belt out on the ice.
Chazz: Chazz Michaels and Jimmy MacElroy *are* figure skating. [shouts and raises left arm] Chazz: Boom!
Chazz: I am never satisfied! It's a curse...
Chazz: But I remember Boston, and that victory was as sweet as the cream pie for which the town was named.
Jimmy: They're laughing at us. Chazz: Hey. They laughed at Louis Armstrong when he said he was gonna go to the moon. Now he's up there, laughing at them.
Darren MacElroy: Banned for life. That's a long time.
Chazz: I see you have learned to work the Google on the internet machine.
Chazz: Get that damn bird out of my face before I break its neck.
Jimmy: [fighting with Chazz] You're so fat!
Chazz: Throw me some chicken.
Fairchild Van Waldenberg: No, say you want a snowbone!
Jimmy: [to Katie] I like your... buttons.
Jimmy: When I was eight, my dad had me get a circumcision to minimalize air resistance.
[Jimmy and Katie have just kissed] Katie Van Waldenberg: You've been practicing. Jimmy: Chazz taught me some stuff.

lagut!

2007-08-09T23:17:00.000-07:00

lagot na talaga ako!
isipin mo:
-hindi ako nakapagsend kay ate malou ng written report namen nung wednesday
-hindi ako pumasok nung wednesday
-hindi ako nakapaglong quiz sa soc5
-hindi ako nakapagaral sa soc3
-at higit sa lahat, NAWAWALA AKO SA MATINONG ULIRAT!!!

talagang lagot na ako kasi talaga namang natitimang na ako...
pesteng chedeng at dodong kasi...
nilipad pati utak ko...
well ayos lang un!
at least dyosa pa rin!
WAHAHAHAHHAHA!

kumanta na.,..rock-rockan na!

2007-07-29T19:11:00.003-07:00

May tama rin ako

Nagtanong ka pa wala namang epekto
Labas-pasok sa tenga mo kahit anong sabihin ko
Wag na tayong magsayang pa ng laway
Sige na mali na ako ayoko lang ng away

Refrain:
Pero teka lang may sasabihin sana
Kung pwede bang manahimik ka muna

Chorus:
Walang saysay ang sinasabi kaya?t hindi mo mawari
Kung iimik pa ba o mananahimik na lang
At sa tuwing nagpapaliwanag pakinggan mo naman ito
Akala mo?y ikaw lang ang marunong tumama
Paminsan-minsan tama rin ako, may tama rin ako

Nagtanong ka pa wala namang silbi
Wala ka kasing pakialam sa aking sinasabi
Sa susunod wag ka ng magtatanong
Kung may sagot ako o wala parehas rin yun

[repeat refrain and chorus]

May tama rin ako

What do we mean to each other

I'd rather know if you have turn the page
If you go faster than I do
Suddenly, it's not so clear
Just what I am to you

Refrain:

Am I friend, am I lover
Do we still need each other?
When you touch me
When you touch me
Baby, I can't tell

Chorus:
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is is over now?
If this is it, then why bother?
Tell me where do we take it from here?
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is it over now?
Do you love me still,
Or do you just mean well?

I can see clearly how I'm hurting you
Ev'ry breath kills you away
Are we going in sep'rate roads?
Has pride got in the way?

Refrain:
Am I friend, am I lover
Do we still need each other?
When you hold me
When you hold me
Baby, I can't tell

Chorus:
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is is over now?
If this is it, then why bother?
Tell me where do we take it from here?
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is it over now?
Do you love me still,
Or do you just mean well...

Time became the poison working slowly on my heart
Throwing all our memories
Is it tearin' us apart?
When you touch me
When you touch me
Baby, I can't tell

Chorus:
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is is over now?
If this is it, then why bother?
Tell me where do we take it from here?
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is it over now?
Do you love me still,
Or do you just mean well?
What do we mean to each other,
Am I friend, am I lover,
Is it over now?
Do you love me still,
Or do you just mean well?

Coda:
Ooh
Do you love me still
Or do you just mean well?

Sweet baby

When I think about your lovin'
The Sunday evenings, the fun we used to share
Lookin' through the mem'ries in my mind

Since I've laughed and cried
And thought it over, now I realized
That it's never over only set aside

Oh, it's you, sweet baby
I will never be free from your embrace
Sweet baby
Only hoping it's not too late
To try again
It's true, sweet baby
(?)Ever loose(?) and captured by your smile
Sweet baby
I will always be right here by your side
Right by your side

Lyin' here alone I'm dreamin'
My mind keeps wond'rin', my thoughts are only you
Wond'rin' through the mem'ries in my mind

How could love so real had turned so empty
I just keep wonderin' why
Will I ever find the love we share
Together you and I.

Oh, it's you, sweet baby
Though we....(?)(?)
I will never be free from your embrace(?)
Sweet baby
Only hoping it's not too late
To try againIt's true, sweet baby
Won't you try and believe in what I say
Sweet baby
I will always be right here by your side
Right by your side
Oh, it's you, sweet baby
I will never be free from your embrace
Sweet baby
Only hoping it's not too late To try again
It's true, sweet baby
(?)Ever loose(?) and captured by your smile
Sweet baby
I will always be right there by your side
Right by your side

community immersion @fatima

2007-07-27T21:53:00.000-07:00

kamusta naman yun....
nagyon lang ako nagparamdam ulit sa blog ko...
pero yahoo parin...
kasi nakacasual ako...
sa fatima na ako nagaaral ok...

hehehe...
basta marami nang friendster...
tsaka friendships!
astig!
nga pala...
my fave ako ngaun...
hamtaro!
at may crush ako!
si Dexter!
hahaha...
Labrador na lang...
okie?

07-07-07 syndrome

2007-07-07T05:37:00.000-07:00

hainako...
umiral na naman ang sakit ko sa 07...
badtrip.

once in a hundred years mangyari ang date na to...
pero bakit hindi ako masaya?

kasi kailangan matapos ang nagsimula...

hindi ako iiyak...
hindi.
='c

brugugs!!!!!

2007-06-05T07:00:00.000-07:00

leche naman o...
nasa internet cafe ako hindi para magsaya kundi...
GUMAWA NG NCP AT DRUG ANA AT BIBLIO!!!!!!!!!!!
asar di ba?
pero ang mas asar don...
kailangan ko na siyang gawin!
o di ba?
asar kasi deadline to the max na xa?
~.~

update lang...
si Mhix nangaasar na naman...
at nagpapaasar na naman ako...
nagquit na ako, di ba?
pero bakit kailangan kong ipursue ulit ung nararamdaman ko sa kanya?
siya ba ang Roman ng buhay ko?
o siya ang Alex na iiwanan ko pag pinili ko siyang pakawalaan?
hai...
hirap maging Joycee gurl!
(halata bang "into" na ako sa TXT na kapapanood ko lang kagabi?..made me chill till the bone!badtrip!!!!!!)

anyway highway 45...

astig ng amazing race ko!
...
badtrip.

(hehehe...jokies lang!(o`~'o))

heartbreaking

2007-05-26T01:58:00.000-07:00

hainako....
pag minamalas ka nga naman talaga...
tuloy-tuloy na...
naku....
kakaasar ang araw ko ngaun...
parang pinagkakaisahan ka ng mga tao?
hindi ba,nakakaasar na feeling yun?
lalo na pag umaga....

pinagalitan ako ng tatay ko kaninang umaga....
late ako ng gising,past 5am na...
may duty pa ako...
syempre badshot pa lalo kasi mas pinili ko pa ung okasyon
sa bahay ng bestfriend ko kaysa sa sarili kong problema....
hai...
bwiset na buhay to...
daming assholes!!!!

at eto pa...
yung C.I ko (clinical instructor)...
ang strict...
parang delayed ata ang sweldo...

hay...
when will this end?

Outing to the maximum itei!

2007-05-21T06:10:00.000-07:00

hainaku...
ang sarap ng outing ko yesterday!
paano ba naman kasi, nakapaswimming na nga kami sa Villa Virginia, nakilala ko pa si R***l na tatawagin natin puti (parang aso ni shin chan!)
anyway...
Yun nga, si Puti, nakilala ko (sa mukha) nung kumakanta ako sa videoke-han...
at formally, sa pool....
naichapwera ko nga mga kasama ko eh (na si Ate dang, mariel, john-john, daniel, atbp)
nakilala ko rin ang isang schoolmate na si Ate Vina...
through Puti.
tapos chumika to the max na kami..
at kilig to the max ako..
kasi dahil lashing si Puti...
yakap tsaka holding hands kami...
tapos sabi pa niya kay ama...
"paano ba yan, nagkakainlaban na kami..."
so kilig!
hai...
kasalan ko lang, hindi ko nakuha number niya..
asar talaga!!!!

songs...

2007-05-16T04:48:00.000-07:00

Reyna ng qc- juana

Kailangan ko ng pera
Pamasahi't pambili ng pabango
Na gagamitin sa gabing ito
At bilhan mo ako ng salamin
Pantingin sa king nagbabalat na skin

Chorus:
Sapagkat nayong gabi
Ako ang reyna ng quezon city
Ihagis mo ang konfeti
Korona ko na kay laki
Pagkat sa akin ang gabi

At kailangan ko ng shampoo
Pampabango at pampahid sa buhok ko
At kailangan ko ng make up
Na babagay sa aking spaghetti straps

Ihagis mo ang konfeti
Korona ko na kay laki
Pagkat sa akin ang gabi

cool off- yeng constantino

Wag ka munang magalit
Ako sana’y pakinggan
Di ko balak ang ika`y saktan
Hindi ikaw ang problema
Wala akong iba
Di tulad ng iyong hinala

Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman,ano ba ang dahilan
Nang pansamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita,pero kaylangan ko lang mag-isa

(chorus)
Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal
Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa

Wag ka sanang lumuha
Sana`y intindihin
Ito ang dapat nating gawin
Upang magkakilala pa
At malaman kung tayo
Ay para sa isa`t isa

Wag mong pigilin ang damdamin
Sa aking pagkawala,makahanap ka bigla ng iba
Ngunit pakakatandaan
Na mahal pa rin kita,pero kaylangan ko lang mag-isa

(chorus)
Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal
Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa

Ahh yeah........

Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman,ano ba ang dahilan
Nang pansamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita, pero kilangan ko lang mag-isa

(chorus)
Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal
Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating...

(chorus)
Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal
Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa..
Ahh yeah ahh wooooooooooooo

"ang buhay ng isang botante/volunteer ay..."

2007-05-14T05:11:00.000-07:00

...madumi (may indelible ink kasi)
...busog (dahil sa pudz)
...masaya (dahil may bois)
...mas masaya (dahil may gals)
...pinakamasaya (kasi may umaaligid na joke sa tabi-tabi)
...makulit (kasi may kinukulit ka)
...maharot (kasi may kaharutan ka)
...puyat (senator...legarda...escudero...)
...payat (ikaw kaia magbilang??)
...kaba (kasi you'll never know what will happen next)
...kabag (kasi...)

sa totoo lang, ngaun lang ako bumoto...
pero alam ko na may mga susunod pa...
sana may pag-asa pang may magbabago...
at sana....

ang pagbabagong ito...

ay maging hudyat....

ng pag-asenso.

P.S. VOTE ME STRAIGHT!

antagaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2007-05-05T01:30:00.000-07:00

antagal ko nang hindi nakakadaupang paladang blogs ko...
hai...
kinda miss my blogs so much...
at least,hindi nakakalimot di ba?
mahirap kasi ung nakakalimot...
ung tipong...
di marunong tumingin s pinangalingan?
(naliligaw na siguro...)

hahahaha....
nahuli tuloy ako kanina...
dahil sa isang tao (o tao nga ba?)

hahahaha....
nababangag na ako...
tanggala!
#%@^!!!!!!!
hotdog!

kantahan all over again

2007-03-08T17:44:00.000-08:00

Very Special Love lyrics by MAUREEN MCGOVERN

I never believed in love
I was deceived by love
I never had much luck with lovers before
And I couldn't compete
I seemed just part of the street
To be walked on by everyone but then
Then, I found a very special love in you
It's a feeling that's so totally new
Over and over, it's burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I'm never gonna let go
You're not like the rest
I know you're one of the best
You give more than you should and take nothing in return (in return)
Stay always with me
And I always will be
The one person that you can count on always to love you
And I found a very special love in you
It's a feeling that's so totally new
Over and over, it's burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I'm never gonna let go
But I...
Found a very special love in you
It's a feeling that's so totally new
Over and over, it's burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I'm never gonna let go
(repeat and fade out)

Crazy love by Poco
Tonight I'm gonna break away
Just you wait and see
I've never been imprisoned by
A faded memory

Just when I think I'm over her
This broken heart will mend
I hear her name and I have to cry
The tears come down again

It happens all the time
This crazy love of mine
Wrapped around my heart
Refusing to unwind
Ooh-ooh, crazy love, ah...

Count the stars in the southern sky
That fall without a sound
And then pretend that you can't hear
These teardrops coming down

REPEAT CHORUS

Tonight I'm gonna break away
Just you wait and see
I've never been imprisoned by
A faded memory

REPEAT CHORUS
Tonight I'm gonna break away...

Iniwan na ako ng lahat..pero si God hindi!

2007-02-11T22:06:00.000-08:00

haianako..
mga ibang tao nga naman..
hirap pakisamahan!

hindi talaga lahat ng tao sasamahan ka lagi..
hindi talaga lahat ng tao sasabihan ka..
hindi talaga lahat ng tao..
MAY PAKIALAM!!!!

hainako..
sama ng loob ko sa mga ka-RLE ko..
wala ni isang nagsabi na may orientation or something..
wala ni isang nagsabi na magmumukha akong tanga sa ward..
WALA NI ISANG MAY PAKIALAM SA AKIN!!!!

pero mayroong isa..
hindi niya talaga at kailanmang iiwan...
kahit iwanan na ako ng lahat,hindi niya ako iiwan...
kasi siya lang talaga yung nagcocomfort sa akin 'pag walang magcocomfort..
kasi kahit bibigay na ako,pilit niya akong itinatayo..

ilang beses na ako sumuko at muntik bumagsak...
pero hindi niya ako hinayaang mawalan ng pag-asa...
kahit kokonti na lang ang pag-asang yon...
alam niya na may pangarap at misyon akong dapat tuparin at gampanan...
kaya hindi niya ako hinayaang bawiin ang sarili kong buhay..

ang galing niya..
kahit na nakakalimutan ko siya,mahal pa rin niya ako..
firm foundation ko siya eh!!

=)

k.a.n.t.a.h.a.n

2007-02-08T22:16:00.000-08:00

I'll Be Over You
Toto

Some people live their dreams
Some people close their eyes
Some people's destiny, passes by
There are no guarantees
There are no alibis
That's how our love must be
Don't ask why

It takes some time
God knows how long
I know that I can forget you

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
And tears start fadin'
As soon as forever is through
I'll be over you

Remembering times gone by
Promises we once made
What are the reasons why
Nothin' stays the same

There were the nights
Holdin' you close
Someday I'll try to forget them

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
And tears start fadin'
As soon as forever is through
I'll be over you

(Instrumental)

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
And tears start fadin'
Someday I'll be over you

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
And tears start fadin'
Someday I'll be over you
As soon as my heart...

I Will Be Here For You
Michael W. Smith

When you feel the sunlight
Fade into the cold night
Don't know where to turn
I don't know where to turn
And all the dreams you're dreaming
Seem to lose their meaning
Let me in your world
Baby, let me in your world
All you need is someone you can hold
Don't be sad, you're not alone

Chorus:I will be here for you
Somewhere in the night
Somewhere in the night
I'll shine a light for you
Somewhere in the night
I'll be standing by
I will be here for you

In this world of strangers
Of cold unfriendly faces someone you can trust
Oh there's someone you can trust
I will be your shelter
I'll give you my shoulder
Just reach out for my love
Reach out for my love

Call my name and my heart will hear
I will be there, there's nothing to fear

( repeat chorus ) 2x

After All
Peter Cetera And Cher
(Tom Snow/Dean Pitchford)

Well here we are again
I guess it must be fate
We've tried it on our own
But deep inside we've known
We'll be back to set things straight

I still remember when
Your kiss was so brand new
And every memory repeats
Every step I take retreats
Every journey brings me back to you

CHORUS:
After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
All comes down to being with you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all

Well love is truly right (this time it's truly right)
It lives from year to year
It changes as it grows,
and oh, the way it goes
But it never disappears

CHORUS:
After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
All comes down to being with you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all

Though it's just be my touch
Though I need it use for much
After all what else is living for
Ohh

CHORUS:
After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
All comes down to being with you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all

After all the stops and starts
We keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After all that we've been through
All comes down to being with you
I guess it's meant to be
Forever you and me, after all

Secret Lovers
Atlantic Star

Here we are the two of us together
Taking this crazy chance to be all alone
We both know that we should not be together,
'Cause if they found out
It could mess up,
Both our happy homes

I hate to think about us all meeting up together,
As soon as I looked at you it would show on my face
Then they'll know that we've been loving each other
They can never no, oh no, we can't leave a trace

Secret lovers that's what we are,
We shouldn't be together
But we can't let it go, oh no,
'Cause we love each other so

Sittin' at home I do nothing all day
But think about you and hope that your ok
Hoping you'll call before anyone gets home
I'll wait anxiously, alone...by the phone

How could something so wrong be so right
I wish we didn't have to keep our love out of sight
Living two lives just ain't easy at all
But we gotta hang on and after fall(?)

Secret lovers that's what we are,
Trying so hard to hide the way we feel
'Cause we both belong to someone else
But we can't let it go,
'Cause what we feel is oh so real

So real....so real...You and me,
Are we fair
Is this cruel, or do we care
Can they tell what's in our minds
Maybe they've had secret love all of the time

In the middle of makin' love we notice the time
We both get nervous 'cause it's way after nine
Even though we hate it, we know it's time that we go
We gotta be careful, so that no one will know

Secret lovers, that's what we are,
Trying so hard to hide the way we feel,
'Cause we both belong to someone else,
But we can't let it go
'Cause what we feel is oh so real
So real...so real....so real....so real!

Glory Of Love
Peter Cetera

Tonight it's very clear
'Cause we're both lyin' here
There's so many things I wanna say
I will always love you
I would never leave you alone

Sometimes I just forget
Say things I might regre
tIt breaks my heart to see you cryin'
I don't wanna lose you
I could never make it alone

I am a man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you've been dreamin' of
We'll live forever, knowing together
And we did it all
For the glory of love

You keep me standin' tall
You help me prove it all
I'm more strong when you're beside me
I have always lived in you
I could never make it alone

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you've been dreamin' of
We'll live forever, knowing together
And we did it all
For the glory of love

It's like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I will see the day
Take you to my castle far away

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreamin' of
We're gonna live forever
Knowing together and we did it all
For the glory of love

(Instrumental)

We'll live forever (we'll live forever)
Knowin' together (knowin' together)
And we did it all, for the glory of love
We did it all for love
We did it all for the glory of love
We did it all for love

I Could Fall In Love
Selena

I could lose my heart tonight
If you don't turn and walk away
Cause the way I feel I might
Lose control and let you stay
Cause I could take you in my arms
And never let go

I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

I can only wonder how
Touching you would make me feel
But if I take that chance right now
Tomorrow will you want me still
So I should keep this to myself
And never let you down

(Chorus)
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
And I know it's not right
But I guess I should try
To do what I should do
But I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

So I should keep this to myself
And never let you down

(Chorus)
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
And I know it's not right
But I guess I should try
To do what I should do
But I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

You Were There
Southern Sons

I guess you've heard,
i guess you know
In time i'd have told you,
but i guess i'm too slow
It's not overly romantic,
but i know that it's real
I hope you don't mind if i say what i feel

It's like i'm in somebody else's dream
This could not be happening to me

(chorus)
But you were there
And you were everything i'd never seen
You woke me up from this long
And endless sleep,
i was alone I opened my eyes and you were there

Don't be alarmed, no don't be concerned
I don't wanna change things, leave them just as they were
I mean nothing's really different, it's me who feels strange
I'm always lost for words when someone mentions your name I

know that i'll get over this for sure
I'm not the type to dream there could be more

(repeat chorus)

Can i take your smile home with me
Or the magic in your hands ...

The rain has stopped, the storm has passed
Look at all the colours now the sun's here at last
I suppose that you'll be leaving, but i want you to know
Part of you stays with me even after you go

Like an actor playing someone else's scene
This could not be happening to me

(repeat chorus)

I know i'm not alone
No, not alone
I opened my eyes and you were there

wah....~!~

2007-02-01T19:48:00.000-08:00

im so..

nothing.

argh.

ang swanget...

2007-01-31T21:30:00.000-08:00

$&^@#*
hainako(lagi na lang,di ba?)
leche(gatas kape) talaga!!!!

argh!!!

pano kasi:

-may atribidang %$!^*!@ dito sa layb..
-nacancel ung nu3 namin
-hanggang 5:30pm pa kami!!!

anak ng tinapay na may amag!

argh!!!

ang swanget ng feeling!!!

>.<

kantahan blues for the nth time!

2007-01-25T21:14:00.000-08:00

That's what love is for
Amy Grant

Sometimes we make it harder than it is
We'll take a perfect night
And fill it up with words we don't mean
Dark sides best unseen
And we wonder why we're feeling this way.

Sometimes I wonder if we really feel the same
Why we can be unkind
Questioning the strongest of hearts
That's when we must start
Believing in the one thing that has gotten us this far.

That's what love is for
To help us through it
That's what love is for
Nothing else can do it.

Melt our defenses
Bring us back to our senses
Give us strength to try once more
Baby, that's what love is for.

Kung Ayaw Mo Na Sa Akin
Sugarfree

Kung ayaw mo na sa akin
Di na kita pipilitin
Kung buo na ang loob mo
Bahala ka na sa buhay mo
At di ako desperado
Sa walang kapantay na pagibig mo
Sa mga halik mong walang kasing tamis
Tubig ako at ikaw ay langis

Kung hindi ka na babalik
Araw-araw na akong gigimik
Kung malayo ka na
Ay malaya na ako
Ngunit ang kahapon ko ay bihag pa rin ng alalaa mo

Kung ayaw mo na sa akin
Di na kita hahabulin
Medyo bata pa naman ako
May mabibighani pa sa akin siguro
Kung ayaw mo na ako
Leche lalong ayaw ko sayo
Alam mo naman kung san ang bahay ko
Baka sakali magbago ang isip mo pleaaase

La-la-la-la oohh waahh ohh waahh
La-la-la-la oh waah oohh waahh

insomya
sugarfree

Ala-singko na pala ng umaga
Kanina pa nakatunganga
Walang malambot na kama
Sa killer kong insomya, baby

Nananabik na muling tawagin ng antok
Nananabik na muling tawagin ng hilik

Di ko alam kung ba't ako nagkaganito
'Di ko alam kung ba't ako nagkaganito

Ilang oras na ring nakahiga
Pagulong-gulong sa aking kama
Parang modelo kung makapwesto
Mahirap ang maging ganito

Gising na ang aking nanay
Gising na ang aking tatay
May ilaw na sa bahay
Ngunit bakit malungkot ang aking buhay

I Must Have Been Love
Roxette

Lay a whisper on my pillow,
Leave the winter on the ground.
I wake up lonely,
There's air of silence in the bedroom
And all around.
Touch me now,
I close my eyes and dream away.

It must have been love
But it's over now.
It must have been good
But i lost it somehow.
It must have been love
But it's over now.
From the moment we touched
'til the time had run out.

Make-believing we're together,
That i'm sheltered by your heart.
But in and outside
I've turned to water
Like a teardrop in your palm.
And it's a hard christmas day,
I dream away.

It must have been love
but it's over now,
It was all that i wanted,
Now i'm living without.It must have been love
But it's over now,It's where the water flows,
It's where the wind blows.

Linger
the Cranberries

If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
I'm sure i'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart it's ruining everything
I swore, i swore i would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

(chorus)But i'm in so deep
You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to let it linger
Oh, i thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But i was wrong, but i was wrong

If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And i wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knewI just wanna be with you

You're In Love
Wilson Phillips
Open the door and come in
I'm so glad to see you, my friend
Don't know how long it has been
Having these feelings again

REFRAIN:And now I see that you're so happy
(And ooh...) It sets me free
And I'd like to be us as good friends
As we used to be, ahh...
My love, ahh...

CHORUS:You're in love
That's the way it should be
'Cause I want you to be happy
You're in love
And I know that you're not in love with me
Oh, it's enough for me to know
That you're in love
(Now I let you go)'Cause I know that you're in love

Sometimes it's hard to believe
That you're never coming back to me
I'm always dreamin' that you're always by my side
Oh, I could die

REFRAIN:And now I see that you're so happy
(And ooh...) It sets me free
And I like to be us as good friends
As we used to be, ahh...
My love, ahh...

CHORUS:You're in love
That's the way it should be
'Cause I want you to be happy
You're in love
And I know that you're not in love with me
Ooh..it's enough i need to know
that you're in love (now i can let you go)
'cause i know that you're in love

I tried to find you
But you were so far away
I was praying that fate would bring you back to me
Someday (someday)
Someday, someday
Woh...ooh...You're in love

(Instrumental)
Oh, it's enough for me to know
That you're in love(I can let you go)
'Cause I know that you're in love
No...no...no...(Instrumental)

Heaven knows
Rick price

She's always on my mind,
from the time I wake up,
till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go, she's all I know.
And though she's so faraway,
it just keep getting stronger everyday.
And even now she's gone,
I'm holdin on.

So tell me where do I start
coz it's breakin my heart,
don't wanna let her go

Chorus:Maybe my love will come back someday,
only heaven knows.
And maybe our hearts will find a way,
only hevean knows.
And all I can do is hope and pray,
coz heaven knows

My friends keeps telling me,
that if you really love her you gotta set her free.
And if she returns in kind, I know she's mine.

So tell me where do I start
coz it's breakin my heart,
don't wanna let her go

( repeat chorus)

Bridge:Why I live in despair,
coz why could we dreaming
I know she's never there.
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shaking inside.
Why does it hurt me so..... ( repeat chorus)

I can't fight this feeling
Reo speedwwagon

I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show
I tell myself that I can't hold out foreverI
say there is no reason for my fear
Cause I feel so secure when we're together
You give my life direction, y
ou make everything so clear

And even as I wander I'm keeping you sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winter's Night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever
Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crashing through your door,
baby, I can't fight this Feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I been running around in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone
I'd never find

And even as I wander I'm keeping you sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winter's Night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

shuckx..daming cute sa downelink!!!

2007-01-22T00:33:00.000-08:00

shucks...
ang wafu ng naispotan ko...
grabe..
napablog tuloy ako ulit..
tekla..
woohoo!!!
maghahanap pa ako..
sa ibang blog ko ipopost..
fafaness!!!
=)

ako to?weh..di nga?

2007-01-21T21:36:00.000-08:00

C: Is wild and crazy.
H: Have a very good personality andlooks.
A: Likes to study.
R: heart throb.
L: Loved by everyone
I: loves to love someone
E: A GOOD KISSER

M:Makes dating fun
A: Likes to study.
E: A GOOD KISSER

B: Likes people
A: Likes to study.
L: Loved by everyone
A: Likes to study.
N: dead sexy
D: Has one of the best personalitiesever.
R: heart throb.
A: Likes to study.

KEY:

A: Likes to study.
B: Likes people
C: Is wild and crazy.
D: Has one of the best personalitiesever.
E: A GOOD KISSER
F: People adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H: Have a very good personality and looks.
I: loves to love someone
J: Lives life for fun.
K: Really silly.
L: Loved by everyone
M:Makes dating fun
N: dead sexy
O: Best in bed.
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.R: heart throb.
S: Easy to fall in love with
T: Loyal to those you love.
U: Really like to chill.
V: Not judgemental.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z: Always ready.

nyay!
mukhang ako ah!!
nyahahah..

kantahan na naman!

2007-01-16T21:35:00.000-08:00

SHAMROCK -
Hold On

Hey, baby, how's life been movin on?
I can't deny it, now you are gone
This is the first time Can I make it through?
Without you now, do the things I use to do. I

It's getting harder to ease the pain
The feeling changes, love still remains
I don't know how if I can get this right
Maybe given time
I'll make the most of what I've got
Is this the price we pay
With all the good to be true
Just spend the nights with you
Let me tell you thet our love can make it through

[Chorus 1:]
Hold on, baby hold on
We've got to go now
This feeling so strong
Hold on, baby hold on
Its a burning desire
Comin right down the wire

Sweet talking it's all in the line
There's no turning back
Unless you make up your mind
The expectations after all of these years
Risin' to the moment let's forget all our fears

Is this the love we have
With all the good times we shared
Faithfully, we've got a reason to go on
I know it's good to be true
Just spend the nights with you
Let me tell you that our love can make it through
[Repeat chorus]

[Bridge:] And when the night is over
Well, no one can deny it
Got to believe in We couldn't ask for more
Than to hold each other tight
It's just we'll never take things for granted

[Chorus 2:] Hold on, baby hold on
We've got to go on now
This feeling so strong
Hold on, baby hold on
It's a burning desire
Comin' right down the wire
Hold on, baby hold on (hold on)
We've got to go on now (You can hold on to me while I hold on to you..)
Hold on, baby hold on... (hold on)

busog na busog ako!!c;

2007-01-11T20:00:00.000-08:00

hainako..
kakakain ko lang ng early lunch..
maaga ngpadismiss ang bruha naming prof...
ahihihi...

nwei..
medyo malapit na matapos ung kabusyhan ko...
sana matapos tlga..
bwahaha..

may quiz kami mamaya sa nutrition..
mukhang marami akong masasagot...
nakakain ng mabuti eh...
hehehehe...

busog din sana sa lovelife ung puso ko di ba???
hai...
may kanta ulit ako..

sana by shamrock
Langit na muli
Sa sandaling makita ang kislap ng iyong ngiti
May pag-asa kaya
Kung aking sasabihin ng laman ng damdamin
Pinipilit mang pigilin na ika'y aking isipin
Wala na yatang magagawa

Chorus:Sana'y hindi ipagkait sa akin ang sandali
Na masilayan ka at marinig man lang ang tinig
Laging bukas ang puso ko upang ibigin ka
Laging wagas ang aking pagtingin at aking pagsinta

Pinapangarap ka
Tinatanaw sa ulap ang iyong mga mata
Dinarasal kita
Hinihiling na sana ay lagi kang masaya
Pinipilit mang pigilin na ika'y aking ibigin
Wala na yatang magagawa

Chorus:Sana'y hindi ipagkait sa akin ang sandali
Na masilayan ka at marinig man lang ang tinig
Laging bukas ang puso ko upang ibigin ka
Laging wagas ang aking pagtingin at aking pagsinta

Pinipilit mang pigilin na ika'y aking ibigin
Wala na yatang magagawa

Chorus:Sana'y hindi ipagkait sakin ang sandali
Sa masilayan ka at marinig man lang ang tinig
Laging bukas ang puso ko upang ibigin ka
Laging wagas ang aking pagtingin at aking pagsinta

tang..ang sakit talaga ng lahat!!!!

2007-01-10T23:15:00.000-08:00

tang gala..
ang sakit ng buong katawan ko!!!

ang sakit ng mga binti ko..
ang sakit ng puson/tiyan ko..
ang sakit ng likod ko..

argh!

kailangan ba talaga akong masaktan?
pati ung pride,ego at soul ko eh in pain!!!
huhuhu..
='c

pinanganak ba talaga akong maging punching bag ng kung sinu-sino?
andrama ko no?!
kasi totoong nangyayari..
hai...
sana totoong bilog ang mundo..
at ang buhay...

ay isang gulong.

kaboringan sa umaga...

2007-01-04T19:35:00.000-08:00

hainako...
tama bang maraming break sa umaga??!
kasi ganito yon:

-break namen ng 10-10.30 kay sir dicioco
-tapos class dapat ng p6
-eh wlang p6...so...

napipicture niyo naman di ba???!!!

anong klaseng mga guro..
napakatamad...
haha!
well at least,gumagana pagkablogista ko..
pati na rin ang pagiging crammer queen!
hahah..

marami rin pala ako gagawin this weekend..
bibliography sa duty,reporting sa duty..
at duty!!DUTY,DUTY,DUTY!!!!!

pero in fairness...
excited ako..
kasi delivery room un mga guys!
astig!
parang..
parang..
(parang may isang anghel sa aking labi na nakalutang sa ulap at nangingiliti...)
i mean,you get to see the "miracle of life" kung baga..
hai..
kaso matrabaho..
kasi you deal now with lives..
a little mistake can lose a life..
hai..
grabe..
dami kong nasabi..
eto lang muna for the mean time!
au revoir!

korean movies.pe.lablayp.

2007-01-02T17:15:00.001-08:00

happy new year!!!!
...
...
ang galing-galing!
andami kong napanood na korean movies last year(i mean nung december 2006)
ang pinakafavorite ko dun...my boyfriend is type B!
kasi ang cool nung story at ni Lee Dong-gun...
yes...komokorean ako...
(umma..upa..upa..songhami oteoke dwesijiyo?ahnyonghanseyo!)

And I Love You So
Lee Dong-gun

And i love you so
The people ask me how
How i live till now
I tell them i don't know
I guess they understand
How lonely life has been
But life began again
The day you took my hand
And yes i know how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me
And the night won't set me free
But i don't let the evening get me down
Now that you're around me
And yes i know how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me
And the night won't set me free
But i don't let the evening get me down
Now that you're around me
And i love you so
The people ask me how
How i live till now
I tell them i don't know

ang nice!!

p.e.
absent ako!
<"->

lablayp..
wala rin..
hai...

This is a cool game

2006-12-13T19:48:00.000-08:00

shocks...

nag-suggest sa akinung classmate ko ng isang game...
super astig...
fasco game xa at escape rooms...
hahah...
gonna play na!!!

lungkot.tawa.galit

2006-12-11T17:22:00.000-08:00

*sigh*
panibagong gulo na naman sa bahay...
walang katapusan...
sana mawala ako...
sana mawala sila...

*deep sigh*
aaliwin ko nalang sarili ko...
magsusulat ako ng lonely hearts story compilation...
sus!malungkot din ang themes...
walang katapusang lungkot...
kasi naman,tamlay din ng love life...
hai...

*type,type,type*
minsan naisip ko, pinanganak talaga ako para malungkot
para saktan ng iba...
para maging witness sa kalungkutan ng mundo...
hanggang kailan ba akong ganito?

*kumakanta*
magsusulat na lang ako't mag-aaral..
may mapapala pa ako...
aabsent ako sa swimming bukas...
bwiset...
la akong pera..
di pa ako nakakapagrecopy ng reg form ko

*yawn*
tinatamad na ako...
hindi kasi ako masaya these days...
mga pakshet kasi mga tao eh...
tapos di pa SIYA nagtetext..
magpapaskuhan pa na naman...
anlungkot!!!

*wishie wish wish*
sana wala ng pasok..
kakainis!
ayoko nang malungkot...
pero nalulungkot ako!
hai ewan...

Birthday panic!!!

2006-11-16T20:10:00.001-08:00

shucks...
bday ko na tomorrow..kaia kelangang mgblog(???)...
nagpanic ako kasi may ek-ek na beta sa blogger..
badtrrrriiiiiiiiiiippppp!!!!
hai..
ne,nice to be back...
kasi nga nakaenter ulit ako sa blogger ko..
mwah!
kitakitz sa bday ko!!!

PS: may bago akong prospect...heheh...

Angels in disguise

2006-11-05T19:16:00.000-08:00

"God hears our prayers...
only His time can tell when will it be answered.."

last friday, i received a message from kiko salcedo...
he told me that her aunt heard my story and decided to help me push through my studies...
i've never hoped that i can study this 2nd sem up to next year's 1st sem...
until the good news came.

friday afternoon, father and I went to Westview Clinic where Kiko's aunt work..
the moment we arrived there, Dr. Salcedo(Kiko's aunt) welcomed us...
we entered her clinic and talked about how will I enroll and continue studying to UST...

after talking, well...
she already issued a cheque...
amounting the full payment for this semester...
this is the greatest thing i ever encountered in my life...
being sponsored by someone who I barely know...
now i know God really exists and angels who are sent by God in this world are only in disguise...

I'm telling everyone--
DO NOT LOSE HOPE BECAUSE GOD IS ALWAYS READY TO HELP US IN HIS TIME
ALTHOUGH WE NEVER KNOW HIS PLANS, STILL, THIS IS NOT ENOUGH REASON TO GIVE UP...
I'M SHARING MY STORY BECAUSE BEFORE, I NEVER REALIZED GOD'S LOVE FOR ME..
NOW I KNOW...
AND NOW, I WILL STRIVE MORE..
JUST FOR HIM..
=D

Ang pangarap naming Greenfield

2006-10-29T21:23:00.000-08:00

kamosta naman!!!!

-end-

lam u ba...
kami-kami ng mga friends ko(namely John Paul and Maica)
eh gumawa ng isang pangarap na subdivision...
ung subdivision namen dun eh total make over...
eto un:

-bibilhin namin ang greenland at gubat sherhood
-tapos greenfield na un
-bawal ung madumi at panget sa subdivision

-marami kaming establishments don like:

mini farm
conference house
dog pound
water system
clubhouse
library
infantry(maliit na hospital)
security house
headquarters
chapel/pastoral house
Waste Management Office(nax, parang Marikina)
playground
parking garage
gymnasium
fountains
housing

-maraming rules na sosyalin ang dating(elaborate ko na lang next time)

-at maraming activities!

parang hindi subdivision...mukhang city!

astig!

(.!.!.)

tapos na ang exams!!!!

2006-10-12T21:07:00.000-07:00

sa wakas...
natapos din ang mga dagok sa aking buhay...
ANG EXAMS!

hainaku...
grabeng pahirap..
dami kong hinabol dis week!
dalawang c.i. at sobrang maraming prof!
grabe na itu...

pero actually, magtetest pa lang ako mmya sa ethics...
at sana sa chn!
kaasar...
andaming checheboreche ung college!
booooorrraaaaaattttttt!!!!!!!!!
oops!
hehehehe....

aus lang un...
at least sembreak na...
ibig sabihin ng sembreak ko ay...
SEMBREEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!
mahabang sembreak(ata)...
kasi baka hindi na ako mag-aral...
hai...

Problems don't come easy to me...

2006-10-11T18:10:00.000-07:00

"problems don't come easy to me..."

,yan ang theme ng buhay ko ngaun..
dami kasing sumunud-sunod na problems sa akin...
sobrang kala ko mamamatay na ako...

kasi ganito yan:
-nakipaghiwalay na ako finally kay mhix
-nagkadengue ako last week(buong week!)
-la akong pangtuition
-may make-up duty ako sa saturday
-la na akong resistensia!

pero here's the catch!
sa hospital na pinag-admitan ko nung last week(ung labor)
nagkaron ako ng maraming "view"..
hehe...
una ung poging intern na taga-Fatima...
super cute tsaka kalog..
pangalawa ung doctor na koreano-like...
fafa rin xa...
& lastly..
well nd ko tlga inexpect pero...
si KIM cabusog, ung bedmate ko...
bait nia kasi tska...
(-.-) charming???!!!
hahahaha....
yan lang ung nagpasaya ng buong week ko na may dengue ako...

hainko...
sana makayanan ko lahat nang 'to...
nga pala, last 2 days na ng love sttory ngaun...
badtriiiiiiiipppp....

*sigh*

halo halo na!

2006-09-21T18:16:00.000-07:00

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hainaku...
kakaadik ung love story in harvard..
just sneaked last night to watch tv..
it's so worth it!
hehe...
i really love LSIH!!!

shocks...daming gagawin

2006-09-20T06:25:00.000-07:00

shocks...
ang dami kong gagawin ngaun..
may reports pa...
buti tapos na ung play kanina...
hai...

nwe,updates ko sa sarili ko..
finally, confirmed na hiwalay na kami ni mhix...
so more or less, papalitan ko na ung primary pic ko...
ewan ko lang...

bsta...
need to hold on...

This is soooooooo great!!!!!

2006-09-14T02:20:00.000-07:00

hainako...
sobrang malas ko kaninang umaga..
biruin mo, ive missed a 25-item quiz sa ana!!!!!!!
sa lahat nman ng subjects,oo...
badtriiiiiiip!!!!!!
pero aus naman ng konti...
di ko na mxdong inicp...
bsta ganun na lang...

anyway, dahil sobrang tagal ko ng hindi nagbblog,eh mgkkwento ako...
kasi ganito yon...
nagkaron kami ng UBE(as in ultimate bonding experience)...
kami ni tandang gurang (si oliver) at ni (sister) pia...
nagkayayaan mgriverbanks eh...
lahat gastos ni matandang gurang na oliver...
iba pa la un pag brokenhearted...
nagiging galente!
hehe...

pero here's the catch...
mjo my pgka-"touchy" tlga xa like me...
simpleng akbay...
simpleng yakap...
simpleng holding hands...
pwede nang simpleng maniac!
haha...
i appreciate naman kasi lonely din ako khapon...
kasi....
I FINALLY BROKE UP WITH MHIX.
THROUGH FRIENDSTER, I BID GOODBYE TO HER...

masakit yun no...
finally ur setting free someone you've wanted to be with forever...
kasi i believe it's too much to love each other in that extent...
maraming tao ang nasasaktan at masasaktan pa...
ayaw ko na nga ng relationship...
pameste lang kasi sa buhay estudyante..
dami pang kasentihan..
hai..
nagmumukha lang akong katawatawa pero deep inside...
sobrang sakit na sa puso!!!

ang pinakamahirap tlgang gwin ang maglet-go no?
='c

My wonderful life

2006-09-05T03:27:00.000-07:00

ever wonder how wonderful life is?

tindi ng tanong no?
well ewan ko...
cguro ganyan lang ang reaksyon ng mga taong bangag
at maraming iniisip na mga bagay-bagay....
katulad ko!

ganito kasi yon...
kahapon eh nakakanta ako sa chapel with my fellow MECkers...
unexpectedly, biglang umulan ng malakas...
syempre ininda pa namin ng konti...
kanta pa rin..
pro habang tumatagal ung pagkulog kidlat eh naalarrma na kami...
naisip ko rin, "nasa uste pa ako...lagot na..."
marami nang nagiisip ng posibleng mangyari sa mga tulad namen...

AT NANGYARI NGA!!!!!
BAHA SA BAWAT SULOK NG PAARALAN!!!!
WAAAAHHHH!!!!!
DELUBYO TOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

naku naman...
kailangan pa bang imemorize un?
pero xmpre wonderful life talga kasi may kasma ako...
c Zay!ka-MECker ko...
galing!bonding talaga...
at xmpre, salamat sa Diyos, buhay kaming nakarating ng bahay...
na may mababahong mga paa...
dahil nga sapagkat because...
lumusong kami sa baha,para nga naman makauwi ng maaga!!!
coolness no??

anyway...
nuff sed of yesterday...
past na un!
ngaun naman eh supposed to be nasa metrobar ako...
umiinom at nanonood kay Ran..
pero dahil sa malalim na pagninilaynilay...(naka naman)
eh naisip ko ang mga ito:

a. nd ko pala talaga gustong pumunta for the party...
ang gusto ko lang tlga eh uminom ng san mig light at panoorin
si Ran...at napagtantong napakababaw ang dahilan ko para gumastos ng Php 200
para sa isang party na puro bakla,alak at usok lang ang meron...

b. mas makabuluhan ang araw ko kung pagtutuunan ko ng pansin ang pag-aaral ko...
kailangang bumawi kasi pwedeng huling beses ko na to...='c

c. at ang pinakamatindi sa lahat, WALA AKONG PAMBAYAD NG TICKET!!!!

so i therefore conclude na wag ng ipilit pumunta...
actually mas maganda na un kaysa naman masaktan lang ako
dahil sa lecheng lalakeng kinalolokohan ko
pero wala namang pakialam sa akin!!!
badtriiiiiiip...
magsusulat na lang ako...

anyway, kagabi rin pala eh nakanood na naman ako ng kilig moments
sa love story in harvard..
eto ung ibang lines:

Dustin:pogi ba ako kanina?
Allison:oo naman?..
Dustin:(stands) iniibig na ba ng nasasakdal ang tagapagtanggol niya?
Allison:ewan..
Dustin:oo o hindi lamang ang kasagutan..
Allison: Hindi ko alam.
Dustin: Uulitin ko ang tanong, iniibig na ba ng nasasakdal ang tagapagtanggol niya?
Allison:(stares at Dustin)
Dustin:(moves closer to Allison) mahal mo ba ako?
Allison: oo
*finally they kissed*

sobrang kileeeeeggg!!!!!
lumalabas na ung pagiging hopeless romantic ko...
grabe na eto...
hai...
sarap sanang mainlove...
kung hindi lang kasi naglalaro yung ibang tao dyan sa tabi-tabi...
='c

I think I'm starting to get over "him"

2006-09-01T00:27:00.000-07:00

I just finished my "ghost" preliminary exams...
good enuf that 3 of my professors allowed me to take the exams...
but then they wud still hold my grades until i come to get my permit...

nuff sed of the prelims...

i need to talk about "him"

actually I have seen him a while ago...
& guess what?
I didn't feel any hurt feelings!
does it mean I already got over him?

i don't know...
but I feel even better today...
im far better than before!
imagine carrying all those burden inside???...
the same burdens that i got from "him"???...
whoa!

nwe...
need to chill...
need to play pangya...
hehe

I feel much ok today

2006-08-30T18:28:00.000-07:00

I feel so much ok today...
kasi may 2 professors let me take the test without permit...
eventhough my grades will be hold...
aus na un kaysa magspexl test ako for all subjects...
menos aral na un for my part...
kaia lang it's not gud enuf...
matatagalan pa ang pagbabayad ko for the prelims...
and before I know it,
it's already the finals week...
it means my departure in my most beloved school is near...
i dont know parin kung ano ung plano...
it's either i file a leave of absence or transfer school...
EEEEWAAAAAAAAANN!!!!!
kaia ko pa ba kaiang lunukin ang pride ko and let myself be delayed?
hai...
sana lang talga maaus to...
='c
**by the way nood kau ng love story in harvard lague para may kabonding ako**

Adios Uste??!

2006-08-29T23:10:00.000-07:00

ngaun lang ako nalungkot nang ganito...
ngaun ko lang nafeel ulit ung feeling na mamamatay ka na...
ngaun ko lang nafeel ung sobrang awa sa sarili ko...
pero ano bang magagawa ko?

previously, cnabi kong may part two ang pagdradrama ko...
mukhang ito na ung final blow na un...
breaking news ung nangyari kaninang madaling araw...
iniyak ko na nga lang eh...
hindi ko kasi kinaya...
='c

eto ung isang point sa buhay ko na sobrang napaluluhod ako sa hirap...
eto ung point na napakarami kong isasakripisyo para sa pamilya ko at sa sitwasyon ngaun...
eto ung point na dapat may kausapin ako,
ung point na dapat may umalalay...
kasi anytime, matutumba na ako...

mas malungkot isipin na sa mga oras na to...
ung mga taong inaasahan mong dadamay sayo eh missing in action...
mga manhid na taong dadaanan ka lang...
babatiin ka lang pag bumati ka...
ung mga taong nagbibigay ng atensyon sayo tapos biglang nawala...
WALA SIYA SA TABI KO!!!!!!!!

halo halo ung emotions ko ngaun...
may galit...
maraming lungkot...
maraming panghihinayang...
maraming hurt feelings out of these difficulties....

marami akong plano sa buhay na malapit nang mareset...
mga pangarap na nalobat at kelangang irecharge...
maraming bagay ang mabubura dahil kailangan...

marami akong mamimiss sa USTe, sa totoo lang...
ang BSN 2...
ang LB...
ang MEC...
ang Pax...
ang mga friends ko from other year levels...
ung RLE group ko...
ung mga CI's ko...
ang Nursing office...
ang NCBS...
ang COMELEC...
mga friends ko from different colleges..
ung orange team ng softball last 1st year 1st sem...
marami pang iba...
sobrang dami pa...
at ayoko na silang masyadong isipin kasi mas mahirap makaadjust...
bka ma2nd homesick lang ako...

kung ano man ung masamang mangyari sakin...
sana wag nio akong kalimutan...
naiiyak tuloi ako...
='c

ang hirap maging mahirap

2006-08-29T01:54:00.000-07:00

ang hirap pala talagang maging mahirap no?
lalo na pag antayog-tayog ng pangarap mo sa buhay...
hindi ka makakagalaw ng wlang pera...
aalipustahin ka pag wla kang pera...
manliit ka kasi wala kang PERA!!!

minsan naisip ko, bakit pa naimbento ang pera?
kasi pakiramdam ko, ang pera lang ang dahilan kung bakit may mahirap at may mayaman...
kung bakit ka panget o maganda...
o kung bakit edukado ka o hindi...

hai...
nasasadlak ako ngaun sa sitwasyon nah...
nagmamakaawa ako pra sa pagaaral...
sinusulong ang pagaaral sa kabila ng kahirapan...

**ang drama...may part ii pa to, dont worry**

I am going to "lailow"

2006-08-25T01:02:00.000-07:00

haaayyy...
sa dinami dami ng lalake at babaeng minahal ko ng patago,
kay Ran lang ako finally naglailow...

kasi ba naman!
nawawalan na xa ng time sa akin...
di ko alam if he still want to continue to court or not...
filingera ako, tama kayo...
at naasar ako kasi sa kanya lang ako nagkakaganito!
sa kanya lang uli gumulo ang bawat araw ng buhay ko...
nd ako ganito pero ganito na ako ngaun!
@ dahil un sa kanya!

naisip ko lang...
iniiwasan nia ba ako dahil
a. tinamad na xa
b. busy lang talga
c. walng lod
d. still have feelings for "her"
e. afraid of commitment
f. nawala ang fon
g. naturn off sa aggressiveness ko
h. all of the above

hindi ko na alam...
pro ang alam ko,
nasasaktan ako pag hindi ko xa nakikita o nakausap...
cmicikip ang dibdib ko pag nakikita ko "cla" sa pic na mgkasama...
naiilang ako pag kasama ko c "girl"
umiiyak ako pag filing ko wla na xa pakialam sa akin...
tama na ung symptoms...
in love tlga ako sa kanya.

kaia ako nalilito sa kanya...
nalilito na puso ko sa kanya...
dapat ko na nga ba xang i let go?
nararamdaman ko ba to ksi namimiz ko lang talaga c mhix?
EWAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNN!!!!!
bahala na nga...
basta lailow na tlga ako...
whatever happens eh try ko nalng tanggapin...
sana ng a makayanan kong tanggapin...
dahil kailangan.

namimiz ko na c ran at mhix...
pareho ko clang mhal...
naguguluhan na ako!
='c

after a day with TMC....

2006-08-23T04:45:00.000-07:00

hainako guys....

may isang di pagkakaunawaan sa shift namen today...
tonso medical center pala kami...
kamustah naman???
hehe...
aus lang naman...
mjo di kagandahan amoi dun...
pro msaia kasi ibang lugar!
yahoo...
yahoo nga ba???
nga pala...
nagjohari's na kami...
msaia kasi magaan na loob ko...
galing...
kaia lang umiyak pa ako bago mangyari un...
heheh...

Song ko ngaun!

2006-08-22T04:05:00.000-07:00

* I dedicate this song to Francis Manalo Lumahan of batch 2007 IV-6*

Kay Tagal
Rachel Alejandro
Kay tagal
Kay tagal ko nang hinihintay sa 'yo
Sabihin sa 'kin ang laman ng puso mo
Ngunit kahit ano'ng gawin
Di mo ako pinapansin

Bakit ba
Bakit ba nasasaktan ang puso mo
Di ko masabing may gusto ako sa 'yo
Kung sana'y kaya kong gawin
Di na ako maninimdim

Chorus:
Kay tagal
At para bang ako'y nababaliw
Sabihin mong ako'y mahal mo rin
Minahamal kita lingapin mo sana
Kay tagal

Repeat 2nd stanza:

Chorus:
Kay tagal
At para bang ako'y nababaliw
Sabihin mong ako'y mahal mo rin
Minahamal kita sabihin mo sana
Kay tagal
Minahamal kita lingapin mo sana
Kay tagal

So far so good!

2006-08-22T03:52:00.000-07:00

hainako...

so far eh masaia ako sa lyf ko...
kahit may bahid ng kadramahan sa buhai...
msaia kasi nagduty na kami sa ward...
naku!
nabitin nga ako eh...
kahit mjo sablai ever ang lola nio eh go parin!
naku...
sana ng mgtuloi-tuloi ung pagiging in love ko sa nursing...no??!

speaking of in love...
WEEEEELLLLL????!!!
mejo hilo ang beauty ko mga sisterettes...
ksi ba naman!
nung LTS sa Caliraya last July 21-23 eh may nakilala ako..
si Ran Lumahan...
eh currently mejo gaga na naman ako kay mhix...
tapos parang whirlwind eh mukhang naiinlab na ako kay Ran!
ano kaiang ggawin ko???
ngaun pa ako nahirapan sa pag-ibig!
woohoo!
ang weird!

Malapit na kaming sumabak sa laban

2006-07-06T20:10:00.000-07:00

hahah!

lapit na kaming (RLE group) na sumabak sa tunay na laban!
yahoo...

assigned ang RLE group namen sa UST-OPD
mjo boring xa na exciting!

wnna know why?
kasi nga duty na un!
and duty means...
becoming a beginner nurse!!!

astig..

bsta keep in touch paren sa lyf lyf naten...
hahah..

at last...student nurse na ako next school year!!!!

2006-04-18T18:08:00.000-07:00

guys!
im back here...
just updating...

pero eto ung latest biz sakin...

I WILL BE A STUDENT NURSE NEXT SCHOOL YEAR!!!!!!
hindi ba masaia un???
3 years na lang..
yesssss....
sna support kau sa kareer ko ah...
salamat!!!

hahahah...heio!

2006-03-26T02:14:00.000-08:00

huy...
wla lang,just updating...
kta kitz sa hospital!!!!

final stretch....we're almost done!

2006-03-24T03:51:00.000-08:00

heloh mga friends!
hahaha...
final stretch na to ng skul week namen...
at kanina, kktpos lang nung exam namen sa chem lec!
haaaayyy..
SOBRANG HIRAP!!!!

hehehe..
pero it doesn't mean na we're already done..
because we still have the remaining bloody days for our..
RESEARCH PAPER FOR ENGLISH 101B!!!!

sus...
sna mkyanan nmen...
at sna ksma ako sa mga nakalista sa april 6!
woohoo!
mllgpasan ko na cut-off!!!!

trabaho muna ako this summer...
kita pera muna!
**wink,wink**

when i walked through the valley of death...at hiningal ako!(phew!)

2006-03-20T05:20:00.000-08:00

tae...
this week is our finals week...
and im sooooooo stressed!
biruin mo, sobrang ngaung week ung submission ng research paper namen sa english!

....
....
at nsa thesis statement pa rin kami!!!
waaaaaa!!!!!!

at alam nio?
sobrang dming stressors for the past few weeks!
ksma na dyan ung household chores at ung wlang swang panenermon ni mama!.
shit talaga...

lalo lang dumagdag sa depression ko about lovelife!!!!
huhuhu...

***i need u back mhix***

:'c

pagod talaga ako...

2006-03-09T04:14:00.000-08:00

pagod talaga me this today...
biruin nio???
i went through SIX tests (namely chem lab quiz on enzymes, zoo lab practical on
histology,zoo lab post test on parasitology, chem lab post test on enzymes, socio quiz and finals
sa pe!!!!!!)
whoa!!!!!
i feel so stressed...given all the stressors possible....

xmpre...
nag-"fun run" pa ako kahapon...
nagperform infront of the whole nursing body for the bingo social...
at gumawa ng household chores!!!!!

hai.....
may gusto akong makita ngaun...
hehehe...
c mhix!

pakshet ang buhay ko....

2006-02-27T20:52:00.000-08:00

pakshet tlaga....

bkit gnun????
ung gs2 mong mksama eh ung mga taong mxdong mlau sau?
ung mga gsto mong gwin,un ung impocble????

bsta!!!
kng mgmmhal ako uli,gnon parin ako...
susunod sa puso, paiiralin ang dmdmin!!!!!
AJA!!!!!!

weird day...

2006-02-14T01:55:00.001-08:00

*happened last february 13*
nagobserve ako ng mga tao this morning sa lrt...
mjo weird nga ung fling ng ngoobserve pro nung mga oras na un,na3pan ko...
strange lang kc i realyz some things...
lam nio ba???
may isang female feu student (mhba ang hair, may nunal, may black clip, kmkha ni ms apaya) na sa sobrang irita sa mamang halata namang kulang sa tulog, e sinigawan ang mama!!!!
nileche pa c kawawang kuya ksi cguroo na22lugan c maarteng babae...
shit un ah, naginit tlga dugo ko!!!!!
ugali nung babae ha, highest level!
d mareach!
argh......
naicp q lang na my mkktid tlgang mga tao...
at ng nkkasar???
colej stud pang ka2lad ko!!!!
parang srap cgawan ung babae na:
"TANGINA KA,SINISIRA MO MUKHA NG KABATAAN NGAYON! GAGU KA HA!"
pro naicp ko, kkalrma rn pla...
kc parang kumokonti na kaming mgglang????
hai...
labo no???

i'm so happy that i will finally rest....:)

2006-02-10T02:29:00.000-08:00

hahaha...
im already enjoying the remaining days of rest for me....
before i really focus on my studies!!!!

actually, sobrang nakatulong tlga ung sinai youth camp...
kasi kahit ppno, alam ko na anything na sobrang hirap,mllagpasan ko rin!
at kahit anong sakit, alam kong my tutulong sakin..
at c JC un!
yesssss.....
c Jesus Christ un!
swear!
sobrang nafeel ko tlga ung presence nia nung sobrang down ako...
lalo na nung nakareceive ako ng isang sobrrang bad na message from the querida of my ex...
hai...
seems that i haven't really moved on yet...

dalaw lang ako..at sila?HINDI!

2006-01-31T05:04:00.000-08:00

dalaw lang ako dito sa blog ko...
hai..
kakapagod ang araw ko,sobwa!
at xmpre,sobrang dming panghihinayang...
gusto nio bang malaman ung iba??
eto un:

*ung mga oras na nasayang ko sa mga walang kwentang mga bagay
*ung mga panahon na dapat nilaan ko sa mas may kwentang bagay
*at ung mga pagkkataong dapat nakagawa n ako ng tama

maraming ibig sabihin yan no!
isipin nio na lang...
blind items muna...

lagi nalang balisa

2006-01-28T14:59:00.000-08:00

lagi bang ganito?
sobrang complicated ang luvlife?
ganto kasi un..
sabi ng friend ko,nd dw xa agree sa relationship nmen nung current boyfriend ko ngaun...
eh anung ggwn ko?
mbuhay ng isang buhay-martyrdom??
anu un??!
hai..lagi nalang..
**help me Lord,fight this loneliness, take this PAIN away!**

wala lang...neurotic lang ako...

2006-01-26T20:59:00.000-08:00

kainis..
feeling ko talaga im dying na...
andami kong frustrations ngaun taz nakakabadtrip pa ung mga nangyayari!
hai....
tulong naman dyan o...

im new here...

2006-01-25T08:55:00.000-08:00

hai...

Just recently made my blogspot account....

anyway, I'm just chilling out from studying and crying...

yes, im crying a while ago,just before i started surfing the net..

damn reminiscing my past girlfriend...

wanna see her pic?

that's her pic...

damn, i really want to see her and talk to her...

if only i can.